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29 March 2010 ! at 12:38 AM ! Perhaps Voddie put it best. "For all you young women, when you hear guys say I am looking for a Proverbs 31 woman or a Titus 2 woman, I want you to look at them and say, ‘Well, I am looking for aTitus 1 man, what you got?' HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Well, just in case you're wondering, what's a Titus 1 man? He is: •blameless •hospitable •a lover of what is good •self-controlled •upright •holy •disciplined •committed to the truth found in God's Word He is not: •overbearing •quick-tempered •given to drunkenness •violent •pursuing dishonest gain (: Such an encouraging post! <3, CASS. 28 March 2010 ! at 10:42 PM ! She never slows down She doesn't know why but she knows that when she's all alone Feels like its all coming down She won't turn around The shadows are long and she fears if she cries that first tear The tears will not stop raining down So stand in the rain Stand your ground Stand up when it's all crashing down You stand through the pain You won't drown And one day, what's lost can be found You stand in the rain She won't make a sound Alone in this fight with herself and the fears Whispering if she stands she'll fall down She wants to be found The only way out is through everything she's running from Wants to give up and lie down So stand in the rain Stand your ground Stand up when it's all crashing down You stand through the pain You won't drown And one day, what's lost can be found You stand in the rain So stand in the rain Stand your ground Stand up when it's all crashing down Stand through the pain You won't drown And one day, what's lost can be found So stand in the rain Stand your ground Stand up when it's all crashing down You stand through the pain You won't drown And one day, what's lost can be found You stand in the rain http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vR06wgPOJGI An all time favourite, it's on repeat mode. <3, CASS. 27 March 2010 ! at 4:07 PM ! The image melds beauty with perseverance, softness with backbone, delicacy with durability, sweetness with stamina. http://www.girlsgonewise.com/archives/399 A new website to visit regularly! :D http://www.girlsgonewise.com/ :D Skype-ing with Mysterious Manhong & fifi brings the meaning of Skype to a whole new level. I had no absolute idea that Manny was so crappy. HAHAHA. I love the first MSN conversation whereby she really believed that we were choinging stuff at KAP!!! :D At 2am in the morning. & all the talks about the ding dong laughters D: & mini languages D: HAHA. But it was really interesting to talk to them. Although, from a trilouge, it became a dialouge & then a monolouge ( I ended up talking to myself while they just laugh & laugh at me. D: ) HAHA. But nonetheless, night skype-ing sessions have made my night. I just love skype/oovoo. I kinda miss the night oovoo-ing sessions too. With Alee, Matty, Fifi, Jasmine, Jiang... (: I keep having weird cravings these past few days. For the past week or so, I've been craving for fish non-stop D: Grilled fish, fish noodles, fried fish. You name it, I tried it. All within a course of a week :D HAHAHA. & I've been drinking soup almost every night lah! :D I love boiled soups. Went for SU's campfire last night. IT WAS HILARIOUS. Seeing the 1/4 naked Khai, & him being so shy & all. HAHAHA. First time seeing him so awkward! :D Jasmine! Pictures on FB please! HAHAHA :D & I can't believe what we did last night after the campfire. HAHAHA. We took their unwanted styrofoam board and ran away! Next semester during attachment, I can go and camp in the log room & use up all the good unwanted materials for my lessons already! Hopefully I can save money then. HAHAHA. 2 more days! <3, CASS. 19 March 2010 ! at 1:31 AM ! OH. The queue thing at Astons was horrible. Like for a table for 9 people, I had to get 7 orders before I'm allowed to sit in the restaurant. So I waited outside Astons for a super long time ALONE. ): After a long long while, Tecky came, followed by Ah Beh with the cake, & then Heather Sylvia Jeanne Eddie Jasmine & Fifi. Hi Club camp tomorrow! Hopefully it'll be okay. &, results out tomorrow (: Mixed feelings of anticipation (: STUPID HEADACHE. WHY DON'T YOU EVER GO AWAY!?!?!??!??!?!?!?!??!!??!!?!?!?!?!?!?! D: HMPHHHHH. GRRRRRRRRRRR. GAHHHHHHHHHH. RAHHHHHHHHHHH. This is extremely depressing news. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p9QAbOjFqhg As a girl, I suppose we've all had that moments of ugliness. It's just how long it lasts, & how we deal with it. For some, sadly, the monster image of ourselves never go away. ): <3, CASS. 16 March 2010 ! at 10:57 PM ! Hello friends. I have no idea why I am starting so many new blogs. After ten thousand years, I have finally gotten a LiveJournal just so that I can see my friends' posts. I have ABSOLUTELY NO INTENTION OF BLOGGING HERE. So please, just refer back to blogger. I'm too used to my blogger website already. Almost my entire life's history (since June 2005) has been poured into that particular diary, though not everything. Some things are still best kept private. (: HAHA. IT'S BEEN A WHOOPING FOUR & A HALF YEARS ON BLOGGER. WOAHHH. So there you see, I won't abandon my public journal in favour of something... NEW. & to think LiveJournal isn't the newest toy on the internet. Tumblr probably is. BUT THEN AGAIN. I JUST LEARNT HOW TO SOMEHOW USE LIVEJOURNAL, I'M NOT BOTHERING TO LEARN TUMBLR SO FAST. It looks tough anyway, & complicated. With all that re-blogging/posting thingy etc. D: & the inability of non-Tumblr users being allowed to comment is FRUSTRATING. Anyway, why am I complaining about Tumblr when this is LIVEJOURNAL?! Okay, my ability to sidetrack & get distracted amazes me sometimes. HAHA. So my dear friends, if you intend to add me as your friend so I can view YOUR LIVEJOURNALS, please do so. Though I doubt I'll be posting anything here. Too lazy to update 2 diaries lah, FOR WHAT. Just go to http://everythinginsilence.blogspot.com/ for your viewing pleasure & a glimpse into my life, colourful as it may be. :D <3, CASS. ! at 10:38 PM ! Started this journal exchange thing with Lyana! HAHAHA. <3 It's really hard to wait till the next entry comes in, I'm just so excited about it. Wrote my first entry while slacking at the HMS booth. :D I can't wait for Germaise to join in too. Although the 3 of us rarely have time to meet up & catch up much, I hope this thing would help us all to constantly keep ourselves updated about each other <3 & I can feel the bond strengthening already! HAHA. Anyway, I think I should prolly memorise some general/common/useful chengyus D: I'm gonna try speaking to Junxian in chengyus! D: MADNESS. The past few days have been AWESOME. :D Caught up with the crescent family on Sunday, EVEN QIWEI CAME!!! Haven't seen her for close to 2 years already!!! HAHA. As usual, Wani pangsei at the last minute. Not surprised ): But I missed Yvette & Qiwei & Qiaoyi so much! I'm so glad that after 2 years, hanging out with them feels so much like home. We seriously made an impression on the service crew at PS's Swensens! HAHAHA. Sat was really good, I'm really glad I promised Rei that I would go for ICE & I did. It helped me a lot, I've learnt so much. From the experience & wisdom of the older girls, I know I'm a step closer to forging closer bonds. <3 Monday was pretty unexpected too :D HAHA. Slacked around at the HMS booth in the morning & ended up going for DiD for the second time! :D HAHA. With really random people, like Jiang, Alee & Khai. HAHA. But I kept getting bullied in the dark D: Khai kept hitting my head D: & I couldn't find his in the dark D: & neither could I find my way to run away. ): Then I went to meet Kaiqi <3! & we ate at Jack's Place. ( Now I know why I'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo broke. D: ) Anyway. We talked a lot a lot a lot & caught up so much, each sharing stories of our lives! I'm so glad for the openness between the both of us, it's been such a long time since I've last talked to her. Kaiqi, I'm so happy you're coming to ICE with me soon! :D <3 & then I went back to school for dinner with the HMS Exco :D Wt was hilarious with the annoying orange thing. HAHAHA. Love the video. (: & then, I headed to PS to meet Germaise to watch Nodame Cantabile. We shouldn't have watched it, considering we didn't watch the drama beforehand D: But the lead actor was not bad looking :D HAHA. & the music was REALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLY GOOD. I love concerts!!! But the movie was a little draggy, & the over-whelming use of cute japanese animations was killing both Germ & I D: haha. I really love the violinnnnnnnnnnnn! <3 I wanna learn it if I have the money. :D On my way home, of all people, I bumped into Khai. Shock of my life. Seriously. HAHA. Okay I wanna sleep alreadyyyyyyyyyyy. Haven't slept early for ages. My dark circles & eyebags are killing me. Got to wake up early for some stuff tomorrow D: Nights! :D Pictures from the Crescent meet up! :D         I really miss the Crescent family! <3 <3, CASS. 13 March 2010 ! at 3:32 AM ! Oh emotions, how complexed. I feel it, I feel it, I really do. But like you, like all of you, I'm lost when it comes to all of you. Have I sunk myself in deeper than I've always wanted to? You'll always say you're okay, when I know you're not. You'll always say don't worry, but how can I not? You'll always laugh & smile, or talk about other things. I don't know how to reach into your deepest sides. & I'll go down on my knees. Love Them Like Jesus - Casting Crowns The love of her life is drifting away They're losing the fight for another day The life that she's known is falling apart A fatherless home, a child's broken heart You're holding her hand, you're straining for words You trying to make - sense of it all She's desperate for hope, darkness clouding her view She's looking to you Just love her like Jesus, carry her to Him His yoke is easy, His burden is light You don't need the answers to all of life's questions Just know that He loves her and stay by her side Love her like Jesus Love her like Jesus The gifts lie in wait, in a room painted blue Little blessing from Heaven would be there soon Hope fades in the night, blue skies turn to gray As the little one slips away You're holding her hand, you're straining for words You're trying to make sense of it all They're desperate for hope, darkness clouding their view They're looking to you Just love them like Jesus, carry them to Him His yoke is easy, His burden is light You don't need the answers to all of life's questions Just know that He loves them and stay by their side Love them like Jesus Lord of all creation holds our lives in His hands The God of all the nations holds our lives in His hands The Rock of our salvation holds our lives in His hands He cares for them just as He cares for you So love them like Jesus, love them like Jesus You don't need the answers to all of life's questions Just know that He loves them and stay by their side Love them like Jesus Love them like Jesus I've always found this song a comfort, especially when I don't have the answers to all of life's questions. <3 & I can only carry you, all of you, to Him, as I pray tonight, & every night after tonight. <3, CASS. 12 March 2010 ! at 3:04 AM ! GUESS WHAT. I ACTUALLY ACCIDENTALLY UPLOADED THE ENTIRE POST BELOW ONTO MY CLASS BLOG. ): NOW I'VE GOT TO RE-UPLOAD ALL THE PICTURES. MORAL OF THE STORY: DON'T BLOG AT 2 PLUS AM. YOU WON'T BE FULLY AWAKE ): http://www.liesyoungwomenbelieve.com/index.php?id=454 A whole new perspective of what heaven is (: A very very very good reminder. John Piper is dead on: "Christ did not die to forgive sinners who go on treasuring anything above seeing and savoring God. People who would be happy in heaven if Christ were not there, will not be there. The gospel is not a way to get people to heaven; it is a way to get people to God. If we don't want God above all things, we have not been converted by the gospel" (God is the Gospel, 47). (: I just love the focus of what the Gospel really is. It's not just a ticket to heaven, but it's a ticket to God. <3 Walked around town today to get some stuff! & I just realised that my itouch casing & screen protector's REALLY OLD & DIRTY ALREADY ): It's like! 2 years plus already. D: But thank you JX! For cleaning it for me :D Buttttttttttttttt. I need to get a new screen protector & itouch casing ASAP. Tried finding one today, but everywhere sells the 2nd Gen one onwards... ): & mine's 1st Gen. & the casing won't fit properly if I get the 2nd Gen one. But I like the teal casing for the 2nd Gen! D: OH WELLS. Headed to Cityhall & met Amelia & Ruth. RUTHIE'S BIG DAY, HER BIG 20! HAHAHA! Celebrated her birthday for her! We blindfolded her all the way from Cityhall MRT to the Esplanade Rooftop & surprised her with birthday chickens! :D HAHAHA. Look at the pictures below for explanation :D MORE PICTURES ON FB! HAHAHA. & although Ruth is the birthday girl, Cherie, Amelia & I were camwhoring like mad with Eldora! HAHAHA. :D I love Eldora! Cherie loves her too! :D                        HAHAHA. EVIDENCE OF OUR CAMWHORING SESSION :D & I think I overworked Eldora lah! D: She was getting a bit warm in my hands as I snapped away. :D HEE HEE. But I'm really glad I bought her, A REALLY REALLY REALLY GOOD INVESTMENT :D Alrighty, toodles people :D I should try to sleep :/// Meeting tomorrow! 1pm to 6pm for me D: HAHA. Welcome to my 'holidays', filled with FOC! :D But no regrets <3 <3, CASS. 11 March 2010 ! at 1:40 AM ! & becaue I finally felt that bit of emotions from all of you, I've managed to cry. In a long long time. To cry for all of you. Psalm 42 To the Chief Musician. A Contemplation[a] of the sons of Korah. 1 As the deer pants for the water brooks, So pants my soul for You, O God. 2 My soul thirsts for God, for the living God. When shall I come and appear before God?[b] 3 My tears have been my food day and night, While they continually say to me, “Where is your God?” 4 When I remember these things, I pour out my soul within me. For I used to go with the multitude; I went with them to the house of God, With the voice of joy and praise, With a multitude that kept a pilgrim feast. 5 Why are you cast down, O my soul? And why are you disquieted within me? Hope in God, for I shall yet praise Him For the help of His countenance.[c] 6 O my God,[d] my soul is cast down within me; Therefore I will remember You from the land of the Jordan, And from the heights of Hermon, From the Hill Mizar. 7 Deep calls unto deep at the noise of Your waterfalls; All Your waves and billows have gone over me. 8 The LORD will command His lovingkindness in the daytime, And in the night His song shall be with me— A prayer to the God of my life. 9 I will say to God my Rock, “Why have You forgotten me? Why do I go mourning because of the oppression of the enemy?” 10 As with a breaking of my bones, My enemies reproach me, While they say to me all day long, “Where is your God?” 11 Why are you cast down, O my soul? And why are you disquieted within me? Hope in God; For I shall yet praise Him, The help of my countenance and my God. One of the most encouraging Psalms I've ever come across. <3 <3, CASS. ! at 12:19 AM ! 莎: 很多时候 我因为怕受伤 所以就选择先放弃 我更因我太爱自由 所以明明渴望爱情 却依然不知怎样让别人进入我的世界. 杰: 难道 我不能给你百分百的信心吗? 你知道我一直有多在乎你. 莎: 我珍惜这份安全感 却又担心他的牺牲 所以每天的感觉还是孤独的 我还是需要一个人 一个人想一想. 唱: 冰箱结霜 咖啡滚烫 煮不好 最简单的早餐 我的生活 是一团混乱 维持单身 感觉茫然 喜不喜欢 习不习惯 我总是说不出个答案 一个人来 又一个人往 怎么让他 流连忘返 我不想当笨蛋 我在墙上写满渴望 我可以大哭一场 房间还是 空空荡荡 我绝对不逞强 该属于我任其自然 可是我也要安全感 在某个适当程度的主张 纵然是了解眼光也是温暖 杰: 这段日子你真的过得好吗? 莎: 没有你的早晨 加了糖的咖啡也是苦的 杰: 当时我尊重你的要求 所以我离开 但这段日子你不开心 所以我就回来了 莎: 也许我连自己要什么我也不知道 我一个人游游荡荡 自由久了 也没有了目标 梦里醒来发现墙上已经不自觉写满了你的名字 杰: 单身是茫然 恋爱也彷徨 我明白 所以我用时间 去证明了这颗心 不会因为你曾经的放弃而改变 唱: 每个早上 都想赖床 没有梦 是最让人沮丧 我的眼睛 盯着天花板 也跑不出 任何对象 我不想当笨蛋 我在墙上写满渴望 我可以大哭一场 房间还是空空荡荡 我绝对不逞强 该属于我任其自然 可是我也要安全感 在某个适当程度的主张 纵然是了解眼光也是温暖 莎: 难道我真的是个笨蛋 一直错过已经在身边的幸福 杰: 我们只是用时间找到了我们需要什么 时间让我们认识了自己 也肯定了对方 莎: 因为你 让我知道真正的幸福是什么 A pretty sweet song. I love how the guy reassures the girl at the end. The willingness to wait, it's not easy. <3, CASS. 10 March 2010 ! at 2:27 AM ! The blog posts on sleeping & eating stirs me to want to find out more about Elijah. Such a mysterious prophet to me. Haha. I don't know much, or rather. I don't know anything about him! D: HQ was a blessing to me today. After close to a month, I plucked up my courage & got Ter to prompt me to share. HAHA. I really find it very very very hard to start sharing about something so... personal. When I started sharing, I felt so paisei I needed to cover my face. & I could only bear to peek through my fingers. HAHA. I felt so silly please. & I would prolly never share unless someone asks me about it. & if I start the sharing first, it means I trust her enough :D HAHA. Val's reactions were super funny! (: HAHA. But thanks for the advice girls. I'm glad I shared, I knew I needed the prayers & advice from you older girls :D Skating with Ter was good :D Loved the breeze! Thank God I didn't need any plasters! :D But I fell down a couple of times D: I now have a scraped left knee & a bruised left palm D: I shall try to work on improving my skating skills! But I want guards! D: HAHA. :D I've returned to Neopets for entertainment. What a boring yet busy life I lead. Oh the irony. <3, CASS. 09 March 2010 ! at 1:56 AM ! Should I have looked for a job? Even a part time one, & should I have saved up more? :/ I don't know if picking rest over money's the right thing to do now. Rest & perhaps time. But over money? :/ In any case, I really shouldn't worry. (: Memory Verse! Philippians chapter 4 Verses: 6 Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God; 7 and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus. I've had a headache for the past few hours. I hope nothing's wrong with me. At the very least, I think the puking episodes may be over. Thank God (: But my tummy still feels turbulent every now & then. Sometimes, it holds rock/heavy metal concerts inside, banging so loudly for food. Other times, it just refuses to open up to any food at all. & for the rest of the times, all food flows through it as though passing by a stream. D: I either, go without food for hours, like 10 plus hours that kind & not feel hungry, or, get hungry every 2 or 3 hours. -.- I feel like a pig. Seriously, eat, sleep, shopping/movies, meetings. D: Thank God I'm gonna go skating with Ter tomorrow! :D I just hope, I don't fall as much as I think I will. I better bring lots of plasters along. >< HAHA. P.S. I love my quote which is quoted on Daphne's blog: We should marry someone as rich as Ben. But NOT Ben. --- Cassandra HAHAHA. POOR BEN. But his dog, Trevor, is really cute :D HEE HEE. Suddenly so many people around me have dogs! HAHAHA. I better find a way to get dogs to like me without sniffing or licking me, FAST. (: <3, CASS. 08 March 2010 ! at 1:12 AM ! We then shopped around, in the hopes of being able to get something for some person's birthday! (: HAHAHA. Anyway, Amelia was totally blur please. Her & her movie vouchers which she failed to see the terms & conditions properly & got us both in such a panic. & her last min asking me to go & watch dear john, then cancelled, then on again -.- HAHA. Wanted to Alee to come watch dear john too! But she was too tired out. So at the very last minute, it was Tecky, me, Amelia & her friend, Zhong Wei. Haha. Kind of a weird combination of people, but I supposed it was okay in the end (: Dear John was not bad, I expected myself to cry but I didn't. It's not a typical fairy tale love story, but it was nice in its own way. It was sad though, the endings, the way the characters all had to part with one another eventually... D: But it was nice (: ALRIGHTY. I'M HUNGRY. BUT LAZY TO GET FOOD. ): HAHA. & I THINK THERE'S A ROCK CONCERT GOING ON IN MY TUMMY. & I'M LAZY TO BRUSH MY TEETH AGAIN. HAHA. <3, CASS. 06 March 2010 ! at 11:29 AM ! We've all been through that. What really matters is how we fight it. I'm gonna read my Bible :D <3, CASS. 03 March 2010 ! at 2:27 AM ! There are quite a few pretty awesome quotes in there, & I love the relevancy of the pictures to the quotes! :D A few personal faves! :D                             HAHAHA. LOVE THE POST-IT NOTES <3! :D <3, CASS. |