Child of God <3
the child.

cassandra.
princess of God.
gospeliter.
10111991.
hmss091011.
npech.
B0108091011.
hiclub.
fencer.
guides.
12c30405.
34s20607.
crescent.



the younger days.

June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
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September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
November 2010


the peers.

FAMILY.
charmaineng
henrietta
samantha
YOUTH.
youth
a big message
a big mission
glcc
bernice
chiawen
daphne
giolo
ian
jessica
jiahao
jonmuk
kennethchai
lesley
lynnshan
malcolm
markchia
melody
ruth
sicheng
B01 [08091011].
B01 [08091011]
afifah
amirahlee
daphne
jieling
kaiting
latifah
michelleling
pengswee
rongxuan
tammie
weiqian
yvonne
yiting
SYFC.
estherhuang
marcus
ruixin
sheena
sheryl
vanessa
HMS.NP.
keala
fencing
alicia
chuhui
darren
fiona
hidayah
jasmine
juian
kayyong
madalene
matthewhan
romaine
ronny
tecky
wayne
CRESCENT.
guides
eileen

the interactions.




the thanks.

Designer: Elies
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29 July 2005

! at 1:45 PM !

yay yay yay!

cheese with margarine sandwich
is chao DELICIOUS!!
esp if they were made by me!

hee hee.

okayy.

went shuyi hse yesterday.
to make the sandwiches!
yummy!
and it was chao fun kaez!
i made 60++ sandwiches by MYSELF!
okayy lahhs.
neng shuyi helped to cut up all the bread!
butbutbut but i,I
made 60 by myself!

hee hee.
i love my cheese sandwich!

had the guides party today!
and i ate a lot of cheese sandwich!
DELICIOUS AND YUMMY mahh!

hahas.
ohh yea.
2c3 guides had communication breakdown
yesterday afternoon!
hahas.
natty ended up buying 4 EXTRA JUMBO LOAVES OF BREAD!
hahas.
so i ended up calling up ppl to ask them to buy
the extra loaves.
otherwise natty will get angry.
well she alr was but now she isnt!

all those who bought the bread pls enjoy it!

hahas.

i have great persuading skills!

ohh how i love sandwich-making!

ohh ohh!
and i think im going for the sonicfest tmr!
I THINK SO ONLY LAHHS.



<3, CASS.

27 July 2005

! at 1:00 PM !

is there such thing as friends forever?
is there?

so many things made me think.

why do they happen.

sometimes life's just not worth living for.

i wonder why.



<3, CASS.

24 July 2005

! at 12:30 PM !

WE WON WE WON WE WON WE WON WE WON!

whee hee hee!!!
i just love GUIDES!!!
every competition we join
also got medal!!!
trivia and cheerleading
got BRONZE!!!
but the sec 3s were better!
all of their competition
got GOLD lehhs!!!
so cool!
yay!!!
naturally we were the
CHAMPION OVERALL!!!
yay yay!
whee hee hee!
it's like so chao cool cann!

at first the trivia ppl[me including]
duno whether we were in for the final rounds!
cuz they said creseng saint sch!
wahhh!
when they say cres we were like
ahh!
den they say seng saint?!
we were shh shh!
so crappy lahhs!
but it turned out
WE WERE IN!!!
YAY!!!WE WERE THE TOP 3!!!
sheesh.
but we lost to scgs and kuo chuan!
actually we knew quite a lot of answers de!
but we were too slow in pressing the buzzer!
sighhs.
but nvm!
we were third still!
and we only knew that we had to
study the ENTIRE guidehandbook
on thurs!
so considering that!
we were very good!
im so dead proud of us okayy!

oops.
i accidentally mixed up
angela siow ma'am with angela thng ma'am!
sheesh.
too blur le!
hahas.

but was chao tired after the competition!
den mz azlin ask us to take
taxi back to sch!
fell asleep in the taxi!
so malu-ating!
all huiping fault lahhs!
dun let me lean on her!
den i sleep until fall onto the chair!
and she and jeraldine still can laugh!
angela thng ma'am was SMILING!
im so embarrased!

ohh myy tiann!
i cant stop hypering!
im so hyper!
and excited!
ohh and i feel like doing the guide cheer!
yay!!!!

hey everybody have you heard of us?
we're from 1st and 2nd coy south!
we've got style we've got the zest!
across the land we are the best!
so don't fool around cos we've got might
we've got all the guts to fight.
with a 'C' 'R' 'E' 'S' 'C'
and a 'E' 'N' with a 'T'
with a 'C' 'R' ' E' 'S' 'C' 'E' 'N' 'T'
mighty crescent might we!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

yay!
i did the cheer by myself!
so lame rite!?
but too hyper le!

hee hee.
ohh myy tiann.
im like sososososo dead
PROUD OF GUIDES!!!
yay!!!

and den when i came back,
my mum took me shopping!
for presents for OTHER ppl.
sadd it wasnt for me but nvm!

hee hee i love today!

GUIDES ROCKK!



<3, CASS.

22 July 2005

! at 3:00 PM !

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid,
I know that its not fair
Nobody cares,
cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
Tonight...

stressed up.
im too stressed up.
to think.
to do anything.

so much left to do.
yet so little time left.

-lit essay
-class tee
-study sci test
-maths
-guides trivia
-pbl
-study lit test
-music test

not a lot lahhs.
like so totally little.
not.
wahh and everything by tmr except for
guides,pbl,lit,and music.
niceee.
but if i study for sci today,
tmr nite den study for guides.
there will be no time left!!!

correction.
not enough time even.

today den noe its the entire handbk!
luckily its in a team.
otherwise,
sure all fail.

and my leg is numbing up now!
argh.

ohh mann.
i totally love my dumb overcrowded life.
totally.



<3, CASS.

20 July 2005

! at 3:05 PM !












The Keys to Your Heart



You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.











Your Birthdate: November 10

Your birth on the 10th day of the month adds a tone of independence and extra energy to your life.

The number 1 energy suggest more executive ability and leadership qualities than you path may have indicated.

A birthday on the 10th of any month gives greater will power and self-confidence, and very often a rather original approach.



This 1 energy may diminish your ability and desire to handle details, preferring instead to paint with a broad brush.

You are sensitive, but your feeling stay somewhat repressed.

You have a compelling manner that can be dominating in many situations.





You are dependable, popular, and observant.
Deep and thoughtful, you are prone to moodiness.
In fact, your emotions tend to influence everything you do.

You are unique, creative, and expressive.
You don't mind waving your freak flag every once and a while.
And lucky for you, most people find your weird ways charming!



Your Kissing Purity Score: 97% Pure

You've hardly ever been kissed

But the kisses you've given are very missed


You Are Coffee Ice Cream
Energetic and lively, you are always on the go.
You're doing a million things at once and doing them well.
You tend to motivate others and raise spirits.
You are most compatible with chocolate ice cream.


Your Power Color Is Magenta

At Your Highest:

You energize yourself and push others to suceed.

At Your Lowest:

You feel frustrated and totally overwhelmed.

In Love:

You are suprised by who you attract. You're a love magnet.

How You're Attractive:

Open and free spirited, people want to explore the world with you.

Your Eternal Question:

"What is my next source of inspiration?"


Overall, Your Observation Skills Get: D+
You know that you remembered to put on underwear today...
But really, that's about it!



<3, CASS.


! at 2:45 PM !

i practically loved today!
yay!

I PASSED MY 2.4!!!
cant believe it!
thank you 2c3!
for all the help you've given me!
be it cheering,
or pushing me forward as i ran.
my tiann!
like i improved by almost one min!
i love my class!
oh yeas!
and joyce ho!
i love you loads kaez!
you're like the sweetest fren i have!
my tiann!
i din even think you'll
actually remember my problems!
and my grandma!
you're so sweet to remember her!
joyce!
see lahhs!
i too touched le!
i cant help it!
i shed a few tears!
sheesh.
but its ok!
if i can,
joyce i'll dedicate the song
peng you by zhou hua jian
to you!
i love you!
i thank you on her behalf
for the beautiful orchids.
im really sorry.
my mum doesnt like me to tell
others about my problems.
esp family ones.
so yar.
if you ever see her dont mention
what i tell you kaez!
i keep thinking and wondering to myself,
what have i done to deserve such a fren as you?!
joyce im really thankful to you!
thx loads!
im really touched by your
caring gesture and your flowers.
im really happy today!
and touched!
did i mention i love my class?
hahas i think i did but its ok!
I LOVE MY CLASS 2C3!!!
here's a poem for my class!
1,2,3,4!
Who do you think we are?!
t w o!
c e e!
t h r,
e e!
two thousand five we're 2c3!
noooooo doubt!
we'll pass our nafa
we'll pass our tests!
we're the best class in crez!
2c3 rocks our socks!
yay!
there!
i noe it doesnt rhyme that much lahhs!
but i still love it!
tralala!
i dun like traffic duty though!
:(
so itchy!
so many mosquito bites!
argh!
now i got at least 6 bites on each leg le!
oh wells gtg le!
I LOVE 2C3 2005!



<3, CASS.

18 July 2005

! at 2:45 PM !

why am i so stupid?
why am i so hopeless?
why am i not clever?
why cant i be the one helping people with their homework?
why is it always others help me with my work?
why cant i understand my maths?
why must i feel sleepy?
why cant i remember my chinese characters?
why is it i always fail?
why is it that i cant seem to understand or remember anything?
why cant i even run fast?
why cant i even pass my 2.4?
why am i so useless?
why do i always seem to say and do the wrong things at the wrong time?
why do i always get the problems?
why?
why?
why?

will someone just tell me why?
and stop keeping me in suspense?
i dont understand why.

im seriously sick of being scolded.
i cant help it if im stupid,can i?
i cant help it if im hopeless,can i?
i cant help it if i dont understand maths,can i?
i cant help it if i dont understand chinese,can i?
i cant help it if i cant run fast,can i?
i cant help being like this,can i?

sometimes i really really hate myself.
wish i was someone else.
someone better.
someone smarter.
someone faster.
just anyone else except me.

why do my problems persist even though i've tried my best to smile and make them go away?
why?

im in a bad why mood.
dont talk to me.

i've warned you.



<3, CASS.

08 July 2005

! at 1:25 PM !

ah shucks.
dont really feel like blogging.
oh wells.

not really in the best of mood.

bye bye.



<3, CASS.

07 July 2005

! at 12:20 PM !

heya everyone!
betcha missed me LOADS,
din cha?!
hee hee((:

i've been on a long holiday!
to the home of no internet connection!
[meaning my hse lahhs!]
yes and im back!

whee hee hee!
im now downloading my msn!
cuz i just reformatted my tablet!
it had virus)):

but now its PERFECTLY 100% FINE!
whee hee hee!

but,BUT!
i have 20 new messages in my mailbox!
oh tian ah!
i need to go check them before my
mailbox burst!
so tatas ppl!

I'LL BE BACK...!((:



<3, CASS.