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the child.

cassandra.
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10111991.
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B0108091011.
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guides.
12c30405.
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B01 [08091011].
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04 November 2010

! at 10:47 PM !

There have been people asking me to update my blog. Haha. I've been so lazy & busy that I don't feel like it. Hence, the ultra long delay.

The holidays passed by in a whirl, with my last 3 weeks dedicated to full time camping. Yeah I had 3 camps, 1 per week. It felt like madness, & I missed my bed a lot. Like, seriously. HAHA. Just felt weird to be back home again. Then, of course, school started again. Last semester of my poly school life. & I still don't know what I wanna do. I can't see the road ahead that God's planned for me. I don't really want to stay on in the childcare line, to be honest. I'm thinking of venturing into either performing arts or languages. Like, theater studies, something I've always wanted to do, but never dared to. But should I? I really don't know.

Uni applications are starting already. Do I pursue my dreams? But are my dreams in line with Yours? How do I know? I'm praying, really praying. While the answer still remains a mystery, I can only trust in You. Holy Spirit, guide me in the steps I ought to take.

At the crossroads once again. There's no one else that I can trust except You. & I just want to go to the beach, to sit by the crashing waves & stare into eternity.



<3, CASS.

24 September 2010

! at 12:33 PM !

It's been close to a month since I've last posted. Haha. For the past couple of weeks I've been so busy & tired out working >< Selling mooncakes ain't an easy job! my legs ached like mad. I was initially very enthusiastic at work, but of course, as time passed, my energy level diminished. & after the first few days, Daphne & I can't help but go mad everyday, especially at nights when we do closing together. HAHAHA. The crazy things we do, seriously. We simply go mad & crazy, & I feel like I'm drunk on high-ness even if I didn't drink that day. The throwing of stuff & dancing like nobody's business at 11pm in Lot One drives me nuts, but I love it, & I miss it. HAHA. Oh & my telescope thingy just kills me xD I miss talking about the 3 men in green next door, the weirdo & the xiang brothers. & Mariott's my good friend! HAHAHA. Always got small change for me! & the playing of kpop music at our booth, dancing & signing when nobody's there, singing to our romanizations, opening our mooncake library & reading in the afternoons... The countless nonsense we used to do at the booth. (: & I love laughing with her, the both of us would simply burst out laughing & we can't stop! HAHAHA. & all the booths around us can hear us laughing away! & Peili's the only one working! I always feel guilty, but then... haha. & how can I forget our drawing competition! Although I lost like mad, she won hands down but ah... the mad things we did, I can't even count them all. OH & HOW I HATED THE CASH REGISTER. Like seriously, it is too high-tech for an IT-idiot like me HAHAHA. Everyday I'm bound to create some new problem on it & Daphne has to figure out the solution. I simply can't do it. HAHA. On the last day, although I was glad it was finally over, my legs & mental state were going haywire already, I did feel a sense of loss. As I watched our 'home' for 15 days being torn down, the tables being cleared away, the cloth & boxes being packed, I couldn't help but wish, for just that tiny little bit, that I could still stay on & go crazy at the booth everyday.

The 15 days were part of the best part of my holidays. (:

& now, after a couple of days' rest, it's time to go ahead full steam for LAC & church camp planning! (:

P.S I love thursdays :D HAHAHA! CJ friends are hilarious & fun! :D



<3, CASS.

27 August 2010

! at 5:46 AM !

I realized I can't read stories from http://www.lovegivesmehope.com/ & http://givesmehope.com/ . I never get past 10 stories before my eyes get too watery to read anything & I simply have to pause for a while. (: But still, I could always do with stories like that. They're gonna have a book soon! I think I would love to buy it (:

It's been the holidays for quite sometime now (: I've been spending my holidays catching up & getting to know people, learning the meaning of investing in relationships. I don't know if it would be a well spent holiday but I'm slowly growing. I can't exactly yet say in what way I'm growing, but I'm happy to just be able to spend more time with people. People I never thought I would spend so much time with, people I never thought would want to spend more time with me instead of other people. That's the best about holidays, just simply catching up on who & what you love. (:

But of course, with holidays, the usual problems always set in. I've once again lost track of time. Constantly. :/ I keep mixing up dates & days & times & events -.-

Anyway, I've recently picked up dancing :D Unlike me, you say? Perhaps. I guess I'm just trying to find the dream I had. 9 years ago.

God, lead me on, lead me forward, without fear, but with Your peace, that transcends all understanding, & that will guide my mind & my heart in Christ Jesus.


I'm finally. Coming home.



<3, CASS.

31 July 2010

! at 4:48 PM !

It's been a while since I last blogged. Okay a very long while. But surprisingly, I didn't miss blogging. Perhaps I was too caught up with things.

I've been making far too many changes & decisions, trying out too many new things at a go. Maybe it's time to finally stop & take a break. To rest my mind & realign my focus. But can I?

Have I buried myself deep, beneath my own desires that I've forgotten Yours? & neglected the world around me? & this unsettling, often forgotten, yet returning feelings, will they stay or will I finally get rid of it?

I'm just mad at myself, for being mad at you.

On the other hand, I've sprained my right ankle again. Goodness knows this is the how many time. & I'm on the lookout for a job. Sometimes I really hate money.



<3, CASS.

25 June 2010

! at 12:37 PM !

I think this is really sweet. Haha I was tearing by the time I finished reading it ): I really don't want them to disband! D:

http://welovechoisiwon.tumblr.com/post/733234139/trans-what-the-boys-said-after-3jib-only-elf-can



<3, CASS.