Child of God <3
the child.

cassandra.
princess of God.
gospeliter.
10111991.
hmss091011.
npech.
B0108091011.
hiclub.
fencer.
guides.
12c30405.
34s20607.
crescent.



the younger days.

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the peers.

FAMILY.
charmaineng
henrietta
samantha
YOUTH.
youth
a big message
a big mission
glcc
bernice
chiawen
daphne
giolo
ian
jessica
jiahao
jonmuk
kennethchai
lesley
lynnshan
malcolm
markchia
melody
ruth
sicheng
B01 [08091011].
B01 [08091011]
afifah
amirahlee
daphne
jieling
kaiting
latifah
michelleling
pengswee
rongxuan
tammie
weiqian
yvonne
yiting
SYFC.
estherhuang
marcus
ruixin
sheena
sheryl
vanessa
HMS.NP.
keala
fencing
alicia
chuhui
darren
fiona
hidayah
jasmine
juian
kayyong
madalene
matthewhan
romaine
ronny
tecky
wayne
CRESCENT.
guides
eileen

the interactions.




the thanks.

Designer: Elies
Base code:OHsaygoodbye
Image: sxc.hu

06 June 2007

! at 12:12 AM !

Hey! Haha I went to watch shrek 3 on monday! :D It was super funny and hilarious and I laughed like crazy. So did germ and ana, I think we laughed the loudest! We went in late and the cinema was packed full and we didn't want to irritate others at the cinema cuz our seats were right in front so we just sat on the floor at the back of all the seats! Oh and I met marcus on the way out. Went prom dress shopping after that! :D Haha I love prom dress shopping, gives me a valid reason to shop for expensive clothes without feeling guilty! It's my new hobby :D

Went for Bible study today, it was on discovering our spiritual gifts. After that I went to help out in the decor for the children's camp. I think it's gonna be a blast :D Helping out after school tomorrow, we're going to go botanic gardens! I just hope I don't get lost on my way there ://

And, I am going on a diet. :D For real. And I'm going jogging with yamstick! That is, if i manage to find the time to. I only have just about a million and one homework piling up, waiting for me to complete. I hope I have enough time to complete it.

Went to see Dee's cosplay on sunday! There were 2 girls who looked so much like guys! Like pretty boys!!! <3 But. they are girls. Haha they were in guys costume anyway, so can't blame me! :D Ana told me that this girl forced that two girls to do Urie (spelling? :/) post!!! Eww! She's like so mean to force them to do such a post. they're so pretty lor!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDMUND! Continue shining for Christ and stay close to God, thanks for being such a blessing to me, especially in the powerpoint ministry! thanks my dear brother in Christ!

Haha oh wells. Bye bye. I can't wait for camp and prom dress shopping! <3 :D



<3, CASS.

05 June 2007

! at 1:33 AM !

Time Machine
Oh what mess you've got the best of my heart
It broke and now it's just a joke
Cause you're moving right along
I'm still here and you're gone
Oh what shame
You know I didnt mean for the winds to change
Won't ever be the same
Cause the kisses that you blew
Could never ever move

I think I need some time by myself
Without anybody else
I just need to unwind
In my time machine
I need to go far away
A few years back would be ok
I just need to unwind
In my time machine

Hey you
Ya i'm talking to you
You lost the love in bed
And now it's just dead
Cause it didn't mean a thing
Waiting for a ring
Hey it's a game
And ain't it a shame that it's just a show
I thought that this was love
But I can't be fooled again
I'm cryin' out
But I can't give in

I think you need some time by yourself
Without anybody else
You just need to unwind
In your time machine
You need to go far away
A few years back would be ok
You just need to unwind
In your time machine

All the things that we could change
(things that we could change)
Now we'll never be the same

I think I need some time by myself
Without anybody else
I just need to unwind
In my time machine
I need to go far away
A few years back would be ok
I just need to unwind
In my time machine
By Myself
I don't need anybody else
I just need to unwind
In my time machine

I like this song, catchy tune! :D
In my time machine



<3, CASS.

04 June 2007

! at 12:21 AM !

So much's changed, so much's so different. Perhaps in a blink of an eye, everything can just change in a second. Nothing feels right anymore, and almost everything's gone wrong. Indeed, the Lord giveth and the Lord taketh. It wasn't mine in the first place, probably never even my right. It was His right, and for everything that happens there has to be a reason. Perhaps this reason is beyond my uderstanding, and asking what it is would never help, it would only set in more confusion.

Maybe I'm thinking too much, I don't know. Maybe I'm reading too much into it. I don't know. So many thoughts jammed up in my brain, I don't even know where to start sorting them out. So many things have happened, each different in their own way, yet all leading to the similar kind of feelings. I can't quite place my finger on what's different yet so similar, maybe because they're different people, different things. Relationships change, people change.

The cool breeze blows, chases the heat away.
If only it'll chase the wounds away.
The rain drizzles, washes away the dark imprint.
If only it'll wash the hurt away.
Words said cannot be taken back.
Actions done cannot be undone.
The moonlight shines,
like a spotlight over the dancing couple.
But behind the masks,
love's gone missing.
A family potrait,
picture perfect it seems.
But beneath those smiles,
lay tears and fights and loud voices.
They scare the kid within each one,
yet nobody's bothering to stop.
The wrong person's talking,
the wrong person's not.
The computer's hanging,
the words would have to stop.

I think too much of lit poems has gone to my head. But I'm falling head over heels in love with lit all over again. <3 I can't imagine life without lit.

I wish you'll stop making me cry.



<3, CASS.