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cassandra.
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the peers.

FAMILY.
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YOUTH.
youth
a big message
a big mission
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giolo
ian
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sicheng
B01 [08091011].
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amirahlee
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jieling
kaiting
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pengswee
rongxuan
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weiqian
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yiting
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ruixin
sheena
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HMS.NP.
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wayne
CRESCENT.
guides
eileen

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16 May 2010

! at 1:38 PM !

Went to watch The Last Song with Lyana <3 HAHA. Good thing she brought tissues. She knew we would both need it. (:

Love is fragile and we're not always its best caretakers. Even the best of us make mistakes; we just muddle through and do the best we can to hope this fragile thing survive by all odds.
- The Last Song

I need to move on. To stop living in the past & start living in the present. Even if I'm losing touch with all of you. If you push people away, would you be able to pull anyone back?

God, I need to fill myself with You, break me once again, that I may be an empty vessel for You.



<3, CASS.

13 May 2010

! at 11:37 PM !

The puking cycle seems to be starting again. D: Ahhh. All the nauseous feelings, the topsy turvy feeling in my tummy, the headaches, the retrenching notions. :/ & yes, I just puked again. My lunch. Which was about 8 hours ago?! Why wasn't it digested! Ewww... I don't want to do CIRPE assignment. D: It's so confusing.

http://www.liesyoungwomenbelieve.com/index.php?id=497

http://www.dynamics.com.sg/ & this is super cool. It's where I hope to end up at in future. But how do I get there?! I do hope students on holiday can work there. I'll love to give it a shot. Or working at a special needs school. (:

Crashed Hi Club today with Daphne, Xuan, Shurong they all. It was, fun at times, boring at times. HAHA. I love my 'new' sign name, ghost!

Okay I really should go do my CIRPE essay already. Due on Monday! D:

I wanna stop feeling nauseous. D:



<3, CASS.

12 May 2010

! at 1:08 PM !

Praise You in this storm - Casting Crowns

I was sure by now
God You would have reached down
And wiped our tears away
Stepped in and saved the day
But once again, I say “Amen”, and it’s still raining

As the thunder rolls
I barely hear Your whisper through the rain
“I’m with you”
And as You mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the God who gives
And takes away

I’ll praise You in this storm
And I will life my hands
For You are who You are
No matter where I am
Every tear I’ve cried
You hold in Your hand
You never left my side
And though my heart is torn
I will praise You in this storm

I remember when
I stumbled in the wind
You heard my cry
You raised me up again
My strength is almost gone
How can I carry on
If I can’t find You
As the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain
“I’m with you”
And as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the God who gives
And takes away

I lift my eyes unto the hills
Where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord
The Maker of Heaven and Earth

http://www.liesyoungwomenbelieve.com/index.php?id=495 - After all, isn’t “time” just a gentler, bite-sized word for “life”?

Interesting eh. (: Time being a bite-sized word for life, a mini life, a moment by moment of life. I've been thinking quite a bit lately, about how I spend my time. I know many have told me I'm too involved in school activities. But after praying, after seeking God, I still feel contented where I am. To me, I've dropped a lot of my committments already. Like fencing. A whole huge chunk that I wasn't willing to let God take it away. Yet, despite the longing I thought I would feel, there was peace & relief, joy & ease. I don't know if I'll ever pick up the sport again, much as I'll love too, but I know, dropping it was definitely in God's will. & right now, there's nothing in my life I feel the desire to drop. But I'm learning to let God take control, moment by moment, of my entire life.

Last night's BS was really good as usual. I'm learning about so many truths in God's Word that I've never known. (: I guess, even when Amelia isn't able to go, I'll continue to go. With Kaiqi I guess. & next time, I wanna take down notes. In my book, the one I've not touched for so long. (:

& right now, I want to seek God about my career paths. Circumstances have shown me a different path from what I desired, but I just want to be sure I'm in line with God (:



<3, CASS.

06 May 2010

! at 2:48 AM !

I suddenly feel like writing something for my class. After reading Latifah's latest post... I miss LTs too. The super cold aircon, the constant munching on snacks, doodling openly and playing word games on paper, playing games on my iTouch, SLEEPING. HAHAHA. Which is what I do almost 24/7 of the time spent in the LT. & of course, my classmates around me try to wake me up every now & then. & the random camwhoring days when people bring their cameras. Or the making of embarrassing videos. LIKE, TRUST ME, EXTREMELY EMBARRASSING. All thanks to Siti & Xuan for being avid camwhorers.

& then there are the too many tutorials. Of which, ITA wins the most boring award. Loves Latifah's comment about our conversations: "I'm bored.." "I'm bored too..." "When is she going to end..." 2 minutes later... "I'm bored.." "I'm bored too...." HAHAHA. & then the games we play during tutorials, or the times sitting at the desk listening to the lecturers rant on and on and on and insisting on playing videos which drone on further. Of course, always leading me to sleep once again, plus they dim the lights (this always happens in the LT too)! & then the food tutorials like EA whereby being the last class is always the best. We always get free goodies at the end of the class HAHAHA. & the buying of breakfast and going to class to eat it. HAHAHA. Oh I could go on and on.

But I told myself I only wanted to come into blogger and typed, "I suddenly feel like writing something for my class." and continue with "I'm gonna jot this feeling down so that when I'll remember to blog about it when it's earlier, & not at this unearthly hour." Of which, that didn't happen. But the above was just a summary, a short glimpse into my poly life. Nah-uh, I'm not done yet. There's still a year of memories left to write & collect (:

Perhaps what could have been making me feel all nostalgic is the seniors' upcoming graduation ceremony. 24th May. HAHA. I don't know why, but I'm feeling sad but excited for them. I think I'm more excited than some of them lah. I can't wait to attend the ceremony.

Okay, I really shouldn't have come into blogger. Just knew I would get carried away blogging. A part of me wants to continue on about my upcoming attachment... But I guess we'll leave that for now, yeah? I should catach some sleep :/ Need to wake up at 8am tomorrow!

MUSHROOM CHEESE OMELETTE TOMORROW WITH MY SISTER! <3 :D (So much for feeling so unhealthy for the past few days, I even went for a run volunteerily! Okay, but that's another story that happened on Monday. Speaking of which I wanna talk about it too... BUT NEXT POST. Control yourself cassandra. Go & sleep NOW.)



<3, CASS.