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29 April 2007

! at 7:23 PM !

Love Crucified Arose - Michael Card
Long ago He blessed the earth
Born older than the years
And in the stall a cross He saw
Through the first of many tears
A life of homeless wandering
Cast out in sorrow's way
The Shepherd seeking for the lost
His life, the price He paid

Love crucified, arose
The Risen One in splendor
Jehovah soul Defender
Has won the victory
Love crucified, arose
And the grave became a place of hope
For the heart that sin and sorrow broke
Is beating once again

Throughout Your life You felt the weight
Of what You'd come to give
To drink for us that crimson cup
So we might really live
At last the time to love and die
The dark appointed day
That one forsaken moment
When Your Father turned His face away

Love crucified, arose
The One who lived the died for me
Was Satan's nail-pierced casualty
Now He's breathing once again

Love crucified, arose
And the grave became a place of hope
For the heart that sin and sorrow broke
Is beating once again

Love crucified, arose
The Risen One in splendor
Jehovah soul defender
Has won the victory

Love crucified, arose
And the grave became a place of hope
For the heart that sin and sorrow broke
Is beating once again

Love crucified, arose
The One who lived and died for me
Was Satan's nail-pierced casualty
Now He's breathing once again

Love this song. A lot. When I first heard the song, I felt God's love for me all over again. Love that was beyond measure and description. Love so great, it pained the Father to send His Son down to die for me. What an apt title for the song. Love crucified arose. Indeed that was what was crucified and what arose. Love. God's love for us. And I thank God for His love. If it wasn't for His love, I would still be living in a world of darkness, sorrow, loneliness, coldness, sinfulness. One without love and happiness. Thank God for His love.

Chinese exam's tomorrow. It'll be a test of how good my chinese is before the 'O' levels. :/ I really really want an A1. I'm depending on my chinese, thinking of using it as one of my 6 main subjects' scores.

Yup okay better go study already. (:

For the heart that sin and sorrow broke is beating once again. <3



<3, CASS.

24 April 2007

! at 11:40 PM !

SOMETHING AMAZING HAPPENED! :D

Just now, I lost my chinese dictionary, at first I was panicking. I was like, shit shit where is it!!! But then I realised I shouldn't be panicking and all. So I decided to pray, because the chinese dictionary is very important to me for chinese exam. And THANK GOD SO MUCH HE ANSWERED MY PRAYER!!! :D Almost immediately, the next minute my sister told me where my chinese dictionary was! :D

This is just one of the many ways God has worked and touched me in my life, and I am thankful for that! :D I am so amazed and blown away by the wonders of God!



<3, CASS.

23 April 2007

! at 3:00 AM !

We're the FOOD FAMILY! And no matter what, we'll go through thick and thin together, blood is thicker than water. We'll stick by one another. We'll always be together.

Qiwei - Ah pa & Rice!
Yvette - Om-ma & Cook!
Wani - Son & Siewmai!
Nadiah - Daughter & Wanton!
Qiaoyi - Daughter & Yamstick!
Peiyi - Daughter & Xiaolongbao!
Lyana - Granddaughter & Fanchoy!
Delight - Grandson & Sushi!
Jane - Grandson's boyfriend & Luomaikai!
Germaise - Manservant & Dabao!
Cassandra - Germaise's lover & Fishball!

<3 you all! :D

一起开始的旅程 - S.H.E - The start of a new journey.
忽然想到一起开始的旅程 - I suddenly thought of the start of a new journey,
这几个字有种温暖的气氛 - These few words have a warm feeling to them.
如果用来形容我们 - If we use them to describe us,
是不是很巧妙传神 - Isn't it marvelous and amazingly wonderful?

从没想过事情会这样发生 - I never thought things would happen this way.
原本陌生的人闯进了人生 - Strangers who entered my life.
从此生命中多出你们 - From now my life's been added with all of you,
也多出无限可能 - And many possibilities have appeared.

一起作伴 - Companions together.
一起游玩 - Playing together.
一起分享 - Sharing together,
青春的宝藏 - The treasures of youth.
一起前进 - Moving on together.
一起转弯 - Changing and growing together.
一起想下一个梦想 - Dreaming of future dreams together.

my baby you baby
什么都不想错过 - I don't want to miss out on anything.
用心感动 - Feel with our hearts,
这旅程中 - In this journey,
因你而加倍的感动 - It's because of you that it's doubly enjoyable and touching.
my baby you baby
让我多记下一些沿路 - Let me remember more of this road we take,
感受 - And feelings.
那将会是我 - That would be my
最美最好的收获 - Most beautiful and best reward.

这是一段我们秘密的旅程 - This is a secret journey between us,
别人很难了解其中的兴奋 - Outsiders find it hard to understand our excitement.
可惜我没空理会他们 - Too bad I don't have time to bother about them,
我在意的只有你们 - Because all I care about is all of you.

未来还有很多事情要发生 - There's a lot of things that are going to happen in ther future,
丰富我这有人相伴的人生 - It enrichens my life with friends to go throught it together with me.
只要我转身看见你们 - I'll only have to turn around and see all of you,
每天都精采万分 - And everyday will be exciting and happy.

感谢你愿意陪伴我 - Thank you for being willing to accompany me,
不然我将会多么寂寞 - Otherwise I'll be extremely lonely.
不然如何能把泪水 - Otherwise how to turn tears,
变成回忆的彩虹 - Into rainbows of memories.

Horn Sau shared this song with me and I was really touched by it. I even teared a little. Om-ma said I was emo queen when I told her I teared when she touched me by trying to cheer me up with her silly little ways and I was being super down then. (: Haha and I translated this song for non-chinese family members! Not because I was bored. -.-

We're one big happy family, and we'll stay that way. <3



<3, CASS.

21 April 2007

! at 9:15 PM !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WANI ; MY DEAREST SIEWMAI! <3 YOU LOADS AND THANKS FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE FOR ME AND ALL! MAY YOU ALWAYS HAVE SIEWMAI TO EAT!

Today was supposed to be a happy day, a very happy and fun day. But something happened just in the middle of all the excitement and the day just wasn't so happy anymore. I guess we all need time to cool down and think things over carefully. But nonetheless, we all still had a great time even after that incident. Through this I've really learnt how communication is so important and also to treasure each and every person.

Anyway, we got siewmai a crocodile bolster! It's so cute and fanchoy decorated it. We were having so much fun with it! Haha wani means crocodile in japanese! :D We took about a gazillion pictures especially outside the level 3 staff room. And we cut the chocolate cake outside and ate it there too! Openly, it was super fun! (: Eggtart and rice were being so funny on our way to the redhill mrt station! After all that excitement we went out to tiong bahru plaza to eat. Me, dabao, siewmai, fanchoy and yamstick. (:

After that I went to join my mum for the Breast Cancer Foundation Charity Funfair thing, it was quite okay I guess. Got quite bored though and then we went home. That's about all, bye bye! (:

Why does it feel like so many things are happening all at once? And all of them are so confusing. Father, guide me, I need Your guidance.



<3, CASS.

16 April 2007

! at 10:50 PM !

Today felt so weird without having to rush for guides after school.

And I teared while reading my last post.

Shit lah, I think I'm really gonna suffer from withdrawal symptons from no more guides. I never knew guides could be so addictive. Or maybe there's just something wrong with me. Suddenly, I miss guides a lot a lot.

I don't want to imagine having to graduate from crescent. If no more guides already does this to me, what would happen if there are no more crescentians and weird crescent rules surrounding me daily? :/ I think I might just die from missing them. ):

I guess they're right when they say we never know how to treasure what we have, until we have lost it and will never have it again. Withdrawal symptons suck. ):



<3, CASS.

15 April 2007

! at 11:55 PM !

Queen of my heart - Westlife
So here we stand
In our secret place
With a sound of the crowd
So far away
And you take my hand
And it feels like home
We both understand
It's where we belong

So how do I say?
Do I say goodbye?
We both have our dreams
We both wanna fly
So let's take tonight
To carry us through
The lonely times

I'll always look back
As I walk away
This memory
Will last for eternity
And all of our tears
Will be lost in the rain
When I find my way
Back to your arms again
But until that day
You know you are
The queen of my heart

Queen of my heart

So let's take tonight
And never let go
While dancing we'll kiss
Like there's no tomorrow
As the stars sparkle down
Like a diamond ring
I'll treasure this moment
Till we meet again

But no matter how far(Matter how far)
Or where you may be(Where you may be)
I just close my eyes(I just close my eyes)
And you're in my dreams
And there you will be
Until we meet

Oh yeah
You're the
Queen of my heart(Of my heart)
No matter
How many years it takes(Queen of my heart)
I'll give it all to you
Oh yeah(Queen of my heart)
Oh yes you are
The queen of my heart

Campfire theme song. It brings back a lot of memories. I cried as we sang it at the campfire, our last song together. Four years sure passed fast enough. Too fast actually. All of a sudden, there's only farewell to look forward to. Despite all that complaining about guides and how we keep wishing we could step down asap, I guess guides has changed me too much and it has impacted me in ways that I could never think of. Our level has gone through so much together. All the camps, mini projects, 'one for all, all for one' , even scoldings we've gone through them together as a level and as a batch. Thank you sec fours, for always being there, thank you for all your hard work to make our projects a success, thank you for all you've done.

SEC 4 GUIDES, THE QUEENS OF MY HEART. <3

There's just so much to say, but four years worth of joy, tears, pain and memories just can't be squeezed into one tiny little post. All my feelings can't be expressed in words either. But this memory of guides, I'll always remember it. (:

Campfire was a success! It rained though, I wanted to see the fireball but ): I missed it cuz I was on duty at the foyer. But I heard the fireball was a success! All the hard work of the fire people sure didn't go to waste! Seng Kang was a little late, because they were caught in a jam. They had to specially book a bus to come for our campfire, I'm so touched by them! Mdm Zurina's 1st and 2ns sons are so cute! Haha they were so mischievousm, they love steps and cold drinks and food a lot! :D Saw Ying Duan, Charmaine, Su Ling and a couple other familliar faces! Haha they were pulling me to take photos with them! (: I miss their noises and rubbishness! Mdm Zurina was so nice, I told her I miss them then she say she give me permission to go look for them! But I declined, I was on duty, I can't just go off. Then she say okay, she ask me to go look for Ying Duan! Hahaha so nice leh, use Ying Duan as excuse to see them! Heard that they stepped down on friday ): They wanted to come but their parents don't allow, especially since crescent is so far from seng kang. ): They had to book the bus back to their school.

Something interesting happened, but i shalln't say, haha it didn't happen to me anyway. Queensway and SJI and Cat High performed. (: Our mass dance was great! :D According to Qiwei. At first we were super fast, very ahead of time, by the looks of it the campfire would end by 8.30pm :/ Way too early. So the emcees played last year's game and another game asking each school representative to tell their lamest joke. That took up a lot of time! There was this guy who asked the if this is a fish, what is this joke. The answer was fishball. And then Qiwei shouted my name in front of everyone when the guy said the answer! She forever teasing me de lor! Haha, and Kelly was very nice during campfire preparation. (: I could see everyone doing all they can to help out.

Well after the campfire I went home and settled some stuff here and there and slept at 2am. But I was so tired I slept all the way until the next day 6pm! Haha and I had my lunch at dinner time! One big stress down! :D

Saturday night was one of the most important night in my life. <3



<3, CASS.