Child of God <3
the child.

cassandra.
princess of God.
gospeliter.
10111991.
hmss091011.
npech.
B0108091011.
hiclub.
fencer.
guides.
12c30405.
34s20607.
crescent.



the younger days.

June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
November 2005
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January 2006
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September 2006
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January 2010
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March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
November 2010


the peers.

FAMILY.
charmaineng
henrietta
samantha
YOUTH.
youth
a big message
a big mission
glcc
bernice
chiawen
daphne
giolo
ian
jessica
jiahao
jonmuk
kennethchai
lesley
lynnshan
malcolm
markchia
melody
ruth
sicheng
B01 [08091011].
B01 [08091011]
afifah
amirahlee
daphne
jieling
kaiting
latifah
michelleling
pengswee
rongxuan
tammie
weiqian
yvonne
yiting
SYFC.
estherhuang
marcus
ruixin
sheena
sheryl
vanessa
HMS.NP.
keala
fencing
alicia
chuhui
darren
fiona
hidayah
jasmine
juian
kayyong
madalene
matthewhan
romaine
ronny
tecky
wayne
CRESCENT.
guides
eileen

the interactions.




the thanks.

Designer: Elies
Base code:OHsaygoodbye
Image: sxc.hu

04 April 2010

! at 3:02 AM !

Suddenly, I miss my friends a lot. Like really, my friends. Much as I would (or, would have) like to meet up & catch up with all the people who made me feel loved, I've never had the ability to arrange enough time for all of them. & for that, I'm sorry. ):

A friend said, "You always choose to make yourself so busy."

& I don't like that comment. I like being busy. I don't think I'm too busy, I just have my peak periods. Although my peak periods seem like they're all year round, they're not. Sometimes I really can't help it but be busy. There are committments which I have to & am willing to fulfil.

Not that I don't want to make time for all of you. To the best of my ability, I try to. But sometimes, I really don't control my own schedule.

I can't say "No" & just go. That is not me. Not what I would do. I cannot stand having nothing to do. Perhaps, my life is routined around activities. I can be still & have nothing to do, if I want to. Maybe I can choose to free myself up from all activities if I want to. But currently? I can't. & of course, I won't.

I just wish that you might all understand. Under all the tiredness, I've thoroughly enjoyed being busy, with the right group of people. Under all the busyness, I've thoroughly enjoyed every moment of this holiday that I've spent, not a slightest bit of regret. I've enjoyed meeting up with all the people that I've met up with (:

Thank you to those who made time for me too, to those of you who tried to accomodate to my schedule. Thank you. (:

There are some people that you can only be acquaintances with, some whom you can only work with, some whom you can be friends with, some whom you can share certain things with, some whom you can share a bit deeper, & some whom you can share almost everything to.

But there may always be a part of you that may be kept secret, known to no one.



<3, CASS.