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26 February 2010 ! at 1:08 AM ! I'M EXCITED ABOUT... 1. ELDORA'S ARRIVAL!!! <3! 2. TOMORROW'S MEETING WITH TAN JIANG LING! 3. EXCO RETREAT COMING UP! 4. SLEEPOVER AT SHURONG'S! 5. CLASS CHALET! OH MY GOODNESS. I CAN'T STOP STARING AT ELDORA. ADMIRING HER. HER BEAUTY. HER CLASSINESS. HER ELEGANCE. HER TIMELESSNESS. <3! HAHAHA. I SOUND LIKE A MAD LES WOMAN. Rest assure, my friends. I'm still straight. & ALWAYS WILL BE. Hahaha! Although Jasmine thought I was les?!?! All cause I was analyzing Alee's beauty in this certain really pretty picture. HAHAHA.  SO PRETTY RIGHT! HAHAHA I LOVE THIS PIC OF HER. PRETTIEST EVER. (: <3, CASS. 23 February 2010 ! at 2:58 AM ! http://www.canon.com.sg/p/EN/322-Digital-Compact-Cameras/825-IXUS/842-Digital-IXUS-100-IS/ Been thinking of getting a camera for quite some time already! I considered Canon Ixus 95 at first, the blue just looks so appealing! So fun! But it's only 10mp, & my phone's already 5mp. HAHA. So Germ kinda talked me into this one, Canon Ixus 100 :D I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THE GOLD! It's so... classy, elegant, timeless. She likes the red though :D Pretty choice too! HAHA. FINALLY. I'M OFFICIALLY DONE WITH YEAR 2! HEE HEE! CHN paper was wayyyyyyyyyy easier than expected! It was so straightforward! But the tips given by Philip made it seem like A LOT would be tested when... we didn't even touch anything on safety. HMPH. But at least I studied all that came out! :D Anyway. After the Percy Jackson movie last week, I've been having a very strong urge... To go back to fencing, Sabre <3 I'm beginning to miss it all over again, the challenges, the speed, the wit... I really hope I can get the study award from NCSS so that I can take up fencing at prolly Z Fencing outside. It's really ex, but it's the best :D I wanna go on in Sabre! <3 Exco retreat this Sat! :DDD AWESOME. I can't wait! :D HAHAHA. & I'm so excited for night cycling!!! :DDD It's gonna be so fun! Hahaha, I just hope I'll be able to control my bike better & that not many people will be at ECP this weekend! :D <3, CASS. 22 February 2010 ! at 1:52 AM ! I'm loving this more & more. There're so much truths & real life experiences that I can identify with, with the different people on the podcasts :D I'm gonna listen to as many as I can! :D <3, CASS. 19 February 2010 ! at 11:56 PM ! Although I think, I'm gonna miss the module D: It's my favourite favourite favourite module, because of the topics! Ah wells. & CHN's on the way, doomsday: Monday. Okay. HAHA. I really should get started on CHN but... I'm too lazy D: No mood! D: Been having puking episodes lately... again. ): I really don't feel like going to the doctor's though... But I suppose I might. If I still puke again. Wednesday's & Thursday's was really baddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd. I kinda puked my entire dinner on Wednesday, & got hungry again -.- Last night's puking was. Horrible D: Right after eating at Swensen's, (We shared a lot of side dishes & got 1 sundae each! :D STICKY CHEWY CHOCOLATEEE! <3 One of the awesomest sundaes ever! HAHAHA.) Anyway. My tummy started turning upside down, inside out after I had Swensen's. D: Rushed to the toilet & puked. Haha, & Fifi & Jasmine thought I was bulimic. I promise I'm not. I will never ever ever stick my fingers down my throat to force the food up. Ewwwwwwwwww. I hate puking. But anyway. Yeah I just kinda felt real weird. & then as I walked to the bus stop, I had to pause by the roadside to puke again. I puked for very long lah D: So paisei D: & I felt bad for dirtying the plants by the roadside... & well. It was pretty apparent I wouldn't survive the bus ride home. & so, Chuan cabbed home with me to make sure I would survive going home. & thank God I did. Thanks Chuan! Although I feel quite bad for making him cab with me :/// Watched Percy Jackson last night with the exco too! :DDD LIKE FINALLY, I got to watch the show! HAHA. It's not bad lah :D & Fifi was so loud in the theatres! HAHAHA. All cause she couldn't hear herself talk. Alee & I had to shush her! HAHAHA. & right at the beginning of the movie, the show had to remind me of PEC exam. D: All that about dyslexia & ADHD. Oh wells. Yeah & then we went for Swensen's with Fifi's vouchers! :D Of which, mattyhan ah... HAHAHA. AH WELLS. Expected. & Matty's tastebud is seriously... Spoilt. HAHAHA. He couldn't taste the salt which Tecky poured into his cup lah! HAHAHA. Ah I suppose I should start on CHN... But can I wait till tomorrow then study? D: I'm feeling real sianzxzx now. D: I'm kinda sitting around. Hoping I don't puke. HAHA. Oh wells. <3, CASS. 16 February 2010 ! at 11:57 PM ! We were talking about the qualities & characteristics of our ideal boyfriends & this is what we got... :D Rong Xuan: mine must be musically talented and love children :) yea then can go esplande with me cass: mine must be gentlemanly, and romantic! hahahaha Rong Xuan: i love concerts cass. hahahaha mine must be sporting Rong Xuan: mine no need sporting HAHA cass. and must have a heart for community service HAHAHAHAHA Rong Xuan: mine must sing lovely songs Rong Xuan: we wont fight for bfs next time, dun wry, both difference alot cass. I KNOW WHO CAN BE YOUR BF ALREADY Rong Xuan: WHO WHO WHO cass. THE RADIO Rong Xuan: -.- Rong Xuan: then u community chest HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! I love my Xuan, she never fails to crap me up & brighten my night up. PROMISE. WE'LL GET THE BEST, MOST IDEAL BFs EVER! HAHAHA! & best of all, Daphne Lee joined in the fun. Daphne's BF will be a TV cause she loves entertainment! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I SERIOUSLY CANNOT STOOP LAUGHING AT IT. Xuan, you win liao. Seriously, of all answers, I will never ever expect to get a community chest for a boyfriend! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! <3! <3, CASS. ! at 5:27 PM ! Hooked on to I've got nothing by the Chart Jackers. It's a super cheesy but cute song. Plus it's written, composed & sold all for charity :D Makes me feel like buying... But yeah well. I didn't. I have no idea how to buy music off iTunes. It's so complicated, I'd much rather not touch it. HAHA. Right. I should probably talk about CNY so farrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Nothing much, only had visitations on the first day. Just that I felt extremely sick. I felt extremely nauseous for the whole day! D: It was so bad that I had to get off the bus halfway (I was on my way to church), puke by the roadside, and then cab home -.- Rah. & I barely ate anything. Whatever little that I ate came back up. & when there's nothing left, I puked gastric juices. Oh well. I was contemplating going to the doc's the next day, (Alee was threatening to show up on my doorstep if I didn't) but somehow (: I seemed to have gotten well. Much much better. I'm more or less able to eat? & no more puking! :D Weird tummy. Last friday was Exco 09/10 reunion dinner! :D After trying to arrange for a place & time, we finally agreed on one whereby most people could make it (: & it was fun! :D haha, staying over at Matty's and all. Goodness. I love his Wii! HAHAHA. My fave games? The fishing one & boxing game! :D LIKE TOTALLY AWESOME GAMES. Okay, they were the only 2 games that I could win most of the time. HAHAHA. I kept losing for all the other games! D: No Wii talent mann. I wanted to go over to Nickboy's bar, BUT. It was too far away from Matty's house & we didn't have transport. I felt bad for pangseiing him D: Sorry Nickboy! D: Promise next time I'm around the area, I'll pop by! Oh but Mattyhan's place is nice at night! Like real serene & lovely. There were some stars too! :D Thak God for pretty creations like stars! :DDD Missed the Vietnam & Cambodia star gazing moments <3 Some of us stayed over! Mostly all the guys & then only Fifi & I. D: So much for HMS being a girls' school! HAHA. Anyway, we played this new drinking game! Mattyhan taught me. I drank the most lahhh. 4 or 5 cups of barcardi mixed with coke/sprite. & after that Xuan called me for a long long long HTHT :DDD <3 that girl, we've grown closer again lately :D While I was on the phone, the rest had a HTHT session. HAHA. We slept realll lateee. Like 4plus, 5plus. Hee hee. & I couldn't wake up the next day! & the rest came to disturb me till I woke up D: And thanks to Fifi & Chongtak, all my embarrassing stories were once again taken out for entertainment. D: HAHA. Ah wells, I'm used to it already, although it was still embarrassing! Had breakfast at Mattyhan's place then we went to hang out at White Sands for a while. Till Jasmine came! :DDD & then we went to Chuan's house to play with Snowy again. I'm getting on better terms with Snowy now... HAHA. Soon lah, we'll be BFFs. :D ALRIGHTY. I'm tired of recounting. Gonna play some games or something before I head back to face ADHD. Should be better than Autism I guess. :D <3, CASS. 15 February 2010 ! at 3:38 PM ! Although I still struggle to make a concious effort to do HQ daily, I can honestly say it has been getting better & better. Once I start reading, the Holy Spirit just takes over & shows me the truth in His Word, setting me free time & again (: I feel so... liberated, reading His Word. & when the Holy Spirit has enlightened me, I know I have once again grown in my spiritual understanding. But of course, that alone is not enough. & I truly appreciate the personal respond section. :D Last week's Day 4 reading was awesome. Although... regretfully, it was only today that I caught up & did it, but I'm glad I did. It was on Col 1:3-14: Their Faith in Christ 3 We give thanks to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, praying always for you, 4 since we heard of your faith in Christ Jesus and of your love for all the saints; 5 because of the hope which is laid up for you in heaven, of which you heard before in the word of the truth of the gospel, 6 which has come to you, as it has also in all the world, and is bringing forth fruit,[a] as it is also among you since the day you heard and knew the grace of God in truth; 7 as you also learned from Epaphras, our dear fellow servant, who is a faithful minister of Christ on your behalf, 8 who also declared to us your love in the Spirit. Preeminence of Christ 9 For this reason we also, since the day we heard it, do not cease to pray for you, and to ask that you may be filled with the knowledge of His will in all wisdom and spiritual understanding; 10 that you may walk worthy of the Lord, fully pleasing Him, being fruitful in every good work and increasing in the knowledge of God; 11 strengthened with all might, according to His glorious power, for all patience and longsuffering with joy; 12 giving thanks to the Father who has qualified us to be partakers of the inheritance of the saints in the light. 13 He has delivered us from the power of darkness and conveyed us into the kingdom of the Son of His love, 14 in whom we have redemption through His blood,[b] the forgiveness of sins. I was blown away by the depth of God's wisdom, His brillance, His majesty. There is no way I can ever fully understand His perfect will, or His wisdom. But I am thankful that I can ask Him to grant me His understanding, even a small amount of it would prolly suffice my little mind. Having an omniscient God certainly puts me into place, I am but a tiny human, yet He loves me beyond anything. Mind-blowing, eh? :D Something that struck me deep. That I may walk worthy of Him, fully pleasing Him. This further affirmed my desire to be a godly woman, one truly seeking after His own heart, allowing no one else to captivate me till it is in His time. An excerpt from http://www.key2ourhearts.blogspot.com In the Song of Solomon, we are charged three times not to "awaken love until it so desires." Now, you may be thinking,"Hey, I desire to awaken love when I kiss a boy or something." But the verse doesn't say to awaken love when you desire to, but when love desires to. And since "God is love" (1 John 4:16) we should awaken love in His timing, not ours. Although I've learnt it before, but I've forgotten. How do I know what I do is pleasing to Him? 2 ways, the Bible clearly points out. 1. Be faithful in every good work 2. Increase in the knowledge of God & from now on, my mind will be fully focused upon the things of eternal value. Not on temporal things, but on His things. Phil 4:8 Finally, brethren, whatever things are true, whatever things are noble, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report, if there is any virtue and if there is anything praiseworthy—meditate on these things. (: & before I make decisions or react, I will ask myself if doing so will please God & how so. <3, CASS. 07 February 2010 ! at 10:25 PM ! Falling Slowly by Glen Hansard & Marketa Irglova I don't know you But I want you All the more for that Words fall through me And always fool me And I can't react And games that never amount To more than they're meant Will play themselves out Take this sinking boat and point it home We've still got time Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice You'll make it now Falling slowly, eyes that know me And I can't go back Moods that take me and erase me And I'm painted black You have suffered enough And warred with yourself It's time that you won Take this sinking boat and point it home We've still got time Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice You've made it now Falling slowly sing your melody I'll sing along I don't know, this song is attractive in a... Beautiful, mysterious way. It's pretty captivating. I love the melody & the tune, how the song was sung & all. It's just so... A little magical in the sense. A little mysterious feeling :D HAHAHA. Bought a lot of new dresses this year! 3 dresses already! 1 casual, 1 beach wear kind, 1 semi formal kind :D & Charmaine just gave my sisters another turquiose dress that I love! :D Casual dress. & I'm so glad I can fit it! HEE HEE. I must wear it soon. But I wanna get leggings to go with that first. It's like a long top. I can't wait for Reunion dinner with the 09/10 Exco on Friday! :DDD Hopefully we'll have AACE outing after that! & we can stayover at Matty's! WHOO! Haha. I wanna go to Nick boy's bar for AACE outing! :DDD It's near Matty's place! Can't wait. I'm into the 'baking' no-bake cakes lately :DDD EXPECT DELICIOUS CREATIONS FROM ME SOOOOOOOOON! & I'M SO GLAD I SURVIVED 2.2. 1 LAST STUPID FLASH PROJECT TO DO! MUST DO WELL! :D &&&. I don't know what's happening with all of us. When one pretends, I suppose the rest of us follow. I just hope it's not a show we're putting up to fool ourselves & the people around us. I'm tired of second guessing anyone. <3, CASS. |