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10111991.
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B0108091011.
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guides.
12c30405.
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07 December 2009

! at 12:07 AM !

3 nights ago, I felt a slight panic. I had 2 essays due 4 days later, 1 30% & the other 40%. Yet somehow, in the stillness on Wednesday night, I just felt like the assignments were not as important as what I thought. I had to do them, eventually. But somehow, I just needed that time to talk to God, a long long talk. & indeed, peace He giveth.

Thursday & Friday was over before I knew it, & I had barely started on any of my essays. Did about 1/4 of an essay? Haha. Thank God for the ITA test, I only didn't manage to do 1 task! & it's so awesome that the deadline for the video project has been pushed back (:

I should have been feeling stressed. But I wasn't. Slight bouts of panic here and there but that was all I felt. Perhaps I'm finally learning what it means to surrender, what it means to place Him above all, & what it means to trust Him in anything & everything.

Camped at the JE library from 4pm to 9pm both yesterday & today. Despite the short time frame to do my essays and research, somehow He provided. He gave me the peace, the concentration, the energy to even complete both essays in 5 hours each. :D How awesome can my God be! :D

I was actually contemplating if I should go for RML. I really wanted to go for it, since it was for charity. But. Even charity doesn't come above God. Sunday is His day. & I will keep the Sabbath holy, for Him, for me to stop working, for me to rest, & just marvel in the blessings and mercies He has given unto me despite me not deserving them.

Read this off Germ's blog a couple of months back. It has served to remind me to be wise in spending my time.

Deuteronomy 5:15

Exodus 20:11
Exodus 31:17
Hebrews 4:9
Isaiah 40:28

"In the next 24 hours, we will feast, sing, pray, sleep, worship, and sit at the table talking about God — just because we can." I want to do this EVERY SUNDAY. Not just on Sunday mornings but, the whole Sunday. Because He set aside that day for me to realign my priority, my focus. & that day to just be with Him. <3

http://www.boundless.org/2005/articles/a0002122.cfm#notes
 
I spent an amazing morning in church today, just worshipping Him. With not just my lips, but with my heart. It was as though there was just me and Him, surrounded with the music & the lyrics. I felt so joyful to just be in His presence once again. & His peace stayed with me, throughout the whole of today. Even when I pushed back the timing to go to the library, just so I could spend a little more time at home with my mum in the afternoon. I felt no panic or uncertainty. (:
 
If today was your last day on earth, would you spend it doing what you did today?
 
For today, I'm pretty sure I would. <3 'Cause although I didn't do any important things today, I had His peace, love, joy, comfort, assurance & hope residing in me.
 
Like A River Glorious (A song I sang in church today)
Chorus:
Stayed upon Jehovah, hearts are fully blest.
Finding, as He promised, perfect peace and rest.

Thank You God, turn my heart so that it will constantly be stayed upon Jehovah. <3



<3, CASS.