Child of God <3
the child.

cassandra.
princess of God.
gospeliter.
10111991.
hmss091011.
npech.
B0108091011.
hiclub.
fencer.
guides.
12c30405.
34s20607.
crescent.



the younger days.

June 2005
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November 2009
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January 2010
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May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
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the peers.

FAMILY.
charmaineng
henrietta
samantha
YOUTH.
youth
a big message
a big mission
glcc
bernice
chiawen
daphne
giolo
ian
jessica
jiahao
jonmuk
kennethchai
lesley
lynnshan
malcolm
markchia
melody
ruth
sicheng
B01 [08091011].
B01 [08091011]
afifah
amirahlee
daphne
jieling
kaiting
latifah
michelleling
pengswee
rongxuan
tammie
weiqian
yvonne
yiting
SYFC.
estherhuang
marcus
ruixin
sheena
sheryl
vanessa
HMS.NP.
keala
fencing
alicia
chuhui
darren
fiona
hidayah
jasmine
juian
kayyong
madalene
matthewhan
romaine
ronny
tecky
wayne
CRESCENT.
guides
eileen

the interactions.




the thanks.

Designer: Elies
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08 October 2009

! at 9:11 PM !

It's been a while since I've last posted anything. Being busy has certainly kept me off blogging. Haha.

It's pretty rare for me to have a whole day to myself, to just rest, relax, finish up whatever I have on my hands & just stop my mind from thinking. The past 3 weeks have certainly proved to be a challenge for me, with all the camps, and things to prepare (: But I really thank God for pulling me through, giving me pockets of rest here & there, teaching me what it really means to be still. I don't think I've fully understand what it means to just be still, to stop, to meditate upon Him, but I'm learning. I'm learning to trust in Him to give me strength, to control my emotions, to be less hasty to speak. Although I still slip up every now & then, but I know, I can be secured in His love. There are of course, still moments when I let sin get the better of me, when I allow the flesh to take over, for that moment, to be angry, dejected, disappointed, to wallow in self pity and be depressed. But You still remind me, that You love me without fail. That there is no end to Your love, that unworthy as I am, I do not have to face the darkness anymore. Because You are there, with me. You held my hand, You searched for me, You called out my name. You turned my heart towards You. You did that yesterday, today & You will continue to do that tomorrow & for all the days that follow.

Heb 13:8 Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today and forever.

I just love Hebrews. A number of my favourite verses are from that book. & I'm just so comforted in God's love for me, how He sees me as a precious child of His. How I can still have this privilege of knowing that there is Someone out there who cares for & loves me. Even when my world seems to spin without light, I was just blinded. He is still holding on to me, even when I've given up, when I've let go. How deep is His love for me indeed.

How deep the Father's love for us

How deep the Father's love for us
How vast beyond all measure
That He should give His only Son
To make a wretch His treasure
How great the pain of searing loss
The Father turns His face away
As wounds which mar the Chosen One
Bring many sons to glory

Behold the man upon a cross
My sin upon His shoulders
Ashamed I hear my mocking voice
Call out among the scoffers

It was my sin that held Him there
Until it was accomplished
His dying breath has brought me life
I know that it is finished

I will nost boast in anything
No gifts, no power, no wisdom
But I will boast in Jesus Christ
His death and resurrection

Why should I gain from His reward
I cannot give an answer
But this I know with all my heart
His wounds have paid my ransom



<3, CASS.