Child of God <3
the child.

cassandra.
princess of God.
gospeliter.
10111991.
hmss091011.
npech.
B0108091011.
hiclub.
fencer.
guides.
12c30405.
34s20607.
crescent.



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the peers.

FAMILY.
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YOUTH.
youth
a big message
a big mission
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chiawen
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giolo
ian
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sicheng
B01 [08091011].
B01 [08091011]
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HMS.NP.
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alicia
chuhui
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fiona
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romaine
ronny
tecky
wayne
CRESCENT.
guides
eileen

the interactions.




the thanks.

Designer: Elies
Base code:OHsaygoodbye
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27 January 2009

! at 11:10 PM !

勇气
终于做了这个决定
别人怎么说我不理
只要你也一样的肯定
我愿意天涯海角都随你去
我知道一切不容易
我的心一直温习说服自己
最怕你忽然说要放弃

爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定
我的爱就有意义
我们都需要勇气
去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你
放在我手心里你的真心

终于做了这个决定
别人怎么说我不理
只要你也一样的肯定
我愿意天涯海角都随你去
我知道一切不容易
我的心一直温习说服自己
最怕你忽然说要放弃

爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定
我的爱就有意义
我们都需要勇气
去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你
放在我手心里你的真心

如果我的坚强任性
会不小心伤害了你
你能不能温柔提醒
我虽然心太急
更害怕错过你

爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定
我的爱就有意义
我们都需要勇气
去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你
放在我手心里你的真心

One of my all time favourite Chinese songs (: Brings me back down the memory lane, I remember how the once naive me thought that I wasn't afraid of anything at all! Haha how this song proved me wrong. With this song, I attempted to join the Campus Superstar with Huixin when I was in Sec 2. On that stage, all energy and voice was somehow sapped out of me, leaving me with pure nervousness. I remember how I just couldn't sing a single note and how I felt so scared with so many pairs of eyes staring back at me, waiting for me to start singing. It was because of this song that I discovered that I have stagefright (yes, even up till today) and with this song, I buried the silly and unreachable dream of being a singer, of ever performing on stage. Haha.

I watched The Wedding Game today with my mum and my sisters. It was no doubt hilarious but I felt that it shouldn't be only rated as PG. Honestly, as I scanned the cinema theatre before the show began, there were lots of families and young children. The movie was simply full of sexual innotations and intimate scenes! At the very least, I felt that it should be rated NC16! Honestly, I wouldn't ever ever ever want to bring children to watch such a show.

We had lunch at Sakae Sushi after that. No buffet though, but we ate to our fill nonetheless. I was pretty disappointed in my mum and sisters. After we left Sakae, we hung around outside the stall while my mum checked the reciept. To her surprise, they didn't charge us for a couple of food items. I immediately told my mum to go back in and tell them. We should be honest and pay up! I was dismayed when she hesitated, and a reluctant look surfaced. My sister outrightly mocked me for "acting good"?! I was so pissed please. Here I was, doing my best to live a righteous and shining life as a Christian, to be a good testimony worthy of God. Yet, there was my own sister taunting me for being good. It wasn't even being good. She was taunting me for "acting good". How infuriating! I wasn't even acting!!! In anycase, my mum went back and told them and they charged her accordingly.

Well, out of this little incident, I actually had a tiny taste of what being persecuted was like. A very tiny taste of what Jesus and the disciples had gone through in the past. And all the other martyrs. I really respect them for standing by their faith even to the point of death. I wonder, if I should ever have to make such a decision, would I too, stand by Christ and my faith? Or would I fall, like Peter, who denied Jesus three times? Heavenly Father, help me to stand strong.



<3, CASS.