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the child.

cassandra.
princess of God.
gospeliter.
10111991.
hmss091011.
npech.
B0108091011.
hiclub.
fencer.
guides.
12c30405.
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crescent.



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FAMILY.
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YOUTH.
youth
a big message
a big mission
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giolo
ian
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sicheng
B01 [08091011].
B01 [08091011]
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kaiting
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ruixin
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vanessa
HMS.NP.
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alicia
chuhui
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fiona
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romaine
ronny
tecky
wayne
CRESCENT.
guides
eileen

the interactions.




the thanks.

Designer: Elies
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27 September 2008

! at 12:06 PM !

[NEWS] BEST FRIEND
Kudaranai koko de omiagari
We have fun doing the most trivia things
Ki ga tsukeba asa made waraiatta
Before we even notice, we've been laughing together till morning

Otona ni natta hazu na no ni
We are supposed to have become adults
Nanimo kawatte nai yo
But we haven't changed a bit

You are my best friend
Terekusai kara arigatou nanka ienai
Because it's embarrassing, I can't say things like "Thanks"
Tokubetsu na bashou janai kedo zutto koko ni ittainda
This may not be any special place but I want to always be right here

Bokura no sou datta machi nami wa
(according to Rei: We were also the same, a row of houses on the street)
Ano kono to chigau subete ni natta ne
(according to Rei: It was different from the past, it became everything)

The translation from Rei doesn't really make sense, I suppose it's just not really in context ://

(okay ): I couldn't find the translation for the above two lines)

Meguri kuru kisetsu koete mo
Even passing through the ever changing seasons
Kimi wa kawaranai de
You wouldn't change

You are my best friend
Sasai na koto de tama ni wake ga mo suru sa
Sometimes we fight because of the silliest things
Utsuke atta hi mochiron kazu dake bakari aeru
But we understand each other better each time we collide

Kono saki mo koi ni dasu koto wa nai to omou kedo
In the future I probably won't say this out loud again
Hontou wa kimi to iru toki ga ichiban kokoro ga atatakai yo
But the truth is that when I'm with you, that's when my heart feels the warmest

You are my best friend
Terekusai kara arigatou nanka ienai
Because it's embarrassing, I can't say things like "Thanks"
Tokubetsu na bashou janai kedo koko ni ittainda
This may not be any special place but I want to always be right here

You are my best friend
Donna toki datte bokutachi wa hitori janai sa
No matter when we will never be alone
Nanigenai yasashiisa wo furueru kimi dake ni
I want to say this to you, the one who gives me such simple kindness

Arigatou
"Thanks"

My new favourite Japanese song (:



<3, CASS.

26 September 2008

! at 12:12 PM !

Haha, supposed I should be updating already. Anyway, even though it's the holidays now, I still feel so busy! Extremely, I'll say. There's so many things I wanna do, and I feel so impatient to get them done! Patience indeed is a virtue, one I'm still short of. ):

Anyway, last Tues I went to training and ended up feeling really sick (palpitations, giddy, breathlessness, muscle aches). And training had only just begun. So anyway, left training and headed straight to the doctor's. It was about an hour after I had stopped exercising and my heart was still beating at 120/min! Quite scary eh. So I did ECG and urine test and I had urinary tract infection. And the doctor sent me to NUH to do an urgent blood test. I did the same tests at NUH and the doctor said I could go home! It was only then that I remembered I was supposed to do a blood test. After some disscussion (the doctor initially said it wasn't needed) , I did my blood test and the results showed that my white blood cells count was higher than usual. The usual's about 11 000 whereas mine's 19 000. Yup so most likely I had a blood infection and I was sent to the observation ward to stay overnight. They even put me on drip; 3 litres of water! I'm pretty much fine now :D

So other than the surprise visit to the hospital, I checked out the Jessie's centre 'cause Prisicilla, Rongxuan, Esther and I are doing a CIP project for the kids on children's day celebration. It's gonna be fun, I think. I'm pretty nervous but yeah. So we checked out the centre and decided on the characters etc, and Esther and I even got the script out already! :D So Priscilla and Rongxuan are gonna do up the background paintings but I just realised that they'll need to know the size of the stage! So I'm gonna have to make another trip down later to decide with Jessie. I'll also need to set the questions for the kids' show.

Well, been going for the SYFC's Hi-5 equipping sessions. It's been interesting and I think the topics covered are pretty relevant to our needs. From next semester onwards, I'm gonna be more involved in SYFC stuff, like being in the team for PE (personal evanglism) etc. Next Tuesday's gonna be exciting! :D

Bleah. Haven't been going for training much for the past one, two weeks. Initially 'cause of the infections, now I'm pretty tired these days.):

Okay, I got to go to go meet Jessie! Adios, Ja ne!



<3, CASS.

13 September 2008

! at 11:37 PM !

I should probably update. But. I don't have the mood to do so now.

Things are getting on my nerves.
Slow to anger Lord, teach me.

Got this off Monica's blog (: Interesting.

What your name means - http://www.paulsadowski.com/Numbers.asp

You entered: Cassandra Ng Qi Ying

There are 17 letters in your name.Those 17 letters total to 83
There are 5 vowels and 12 consonants in your name.

What your first name means:

Shakespearean Female 'The History of Troilus and Cressida' Daughter to Priam, and a prophetess.
Latin Female Prophetess.
Greek Female Unheeded prophetess. Cassandra was a Trojan prophetess, daughter of King Priam. In Homer's 'The Iliad' Cassandra's prediction of the fall of Troy was unheeded.
English Female Cassandra was a Trojan prophetess, daughter of King Priam. This name became popular in medieval Britain, and fashionable in the USA in the mid-2Oth century.

Your number is: 11

The characteristics of #11 are: High spiritual plane, intuitive, illumination, idealist, a dreamer.

The expression or destiny for #11:

Your Expression number is 11.

The number 11 is the first of the master numbers. It is associated with idealistic concepts and rather spiritual issues. Accordingly, it is a number with potentials that are somewhat more difficult to live up to. You have the capacity to be inspirational, and the ability to lead merely by your own example. An inborn inner strength and awareness can make you an excellent teacher, social worker, philosopher, or advisor. No matter what area of work you pursue, you are very aware and sensitive to the highest sense of your environment. Your intuition is very strong; in fact, many psychic people and those involved in occult studies have the number 11 expression. You possess a good mind with keen analytical ability. Because of this you can probably succeed in most lines of work, however, you will do better and be happier outside of the business world. Oddly enough, even here you generally succeed, owing to your often original and unusual approach. Nonetheless, you are more content working with your ideals, rather than dollars and cents.
The positive aspect of the number 11 expression is an always idealistic attitude. Your thinking is long term, and you are able to grasp the far-reaching effects of actions and plans. You are disappointed by the shortsighted views of many of your contemporaries. You are deeply concerned and supportive of art, music, or of beauty in any form.

The negative attitudes associated with the number 11 expression include a continuous sense of nervous tension; you may be too sensitive and temperamental. You tend to dream a lot and may be more of a dreamer than a doer. Fantasy and reality sometimes become intermingled and you are sometimes very impractical. You tend to want to spread the illumination of your knowledge to others irrespective of their desire or need.

Your Soul Urge number is: 3

A Soul Urge number of 3 means:

With the Soul Urge number 3 your desire in life is personal expression, and generally enjoying life to its fullest. You want to participate in an active social life and enjoy a large circle of friends. You want to be in the limelight, expressing your artistic or intellectual talents. Word skills may be your thing; speaking, writing, acting, singing. In a positive sense, the 3 energy is friendly, outgoing and always very social.

You have a decidedly upbeat attitude that is rarely discouraged; a good mental and emotional balance.

The 3 Soul Urge gives intuitive insight, thus, very high creative and inspirational tendencies. The truly outstanding trait shown by the 3 Soul Urge is that of self-expression, regardless of the field of endeavor.

On the negative side, you may at times become too easygoing and too optimistic, tending to scatter forces and accomplish very little. Often, the excessive 3 energy produces non-stop talkers. Everyone has faults, but the 3 soul urge doesn't appreciate having these pointed out.

Your Inner Dream number is: 8

An Inner Dream number of 8 means:

You dream of success in the business or political world, of power and control of large material endeavors. You crave authority and recognition of executive skills. Your secret self may have very strong desire to become an entrepreneur.



<3, CASS.

07 September 2008

! at 2:37 AM !

Okay, I really shouldn't be blogging at this time -.- There is church tomorrow (or should I say, later)! But! ): I've got some files and all to transfer, WHICH IS TAKING LIKE, 10 YEARS!!! ): Anyway, think I should update (:
OOH OOH! I got a B for Spanish! Haha and I'm gonna carry on with it. Hmm, really need to put in more effort into my studies next sem!
Okay anway, back to the holidays. Been going for training regularly :D Must really work on my footwork and the basics. I'm so glad Cheryl's back!!! I thought she quitted fencing (or so I overheard) and it scared me! I was so afraid I'll be the only year 1 girl left in sabre ): And (I overheard again) Isaac has quit fencing too! ): I hope he doesn't!!! I'll lose my other friend in fencing, which brings the total number of friends I have in fencing to a grand number of... ONE. Pathetic eh. Ah wells. Anyway, I think David looks like Derrick! Like, SUPER ALIKE? :// Or at least, the Derrick in my hazy memory :// Haha.

Other than training, I've been to MMI (a childcare centre) to do CIP-cum-work every morning from 8 to 1 for 4 days. It was pretty okay, but ah alas. No one's hiring me still. Still jobless. Anyway, I'm gonna miss the kids! ): Oh and I've been having a busy busy busy week.
Went for the ODDinary Christian Camp by SYFC. It was fun :D Learnt a couple of new things and it helped me to realign my focus on Jesus. The activities were pretty interesting and I caught up with Sheryl, Sheena, Esther and Shurong! (: Got to know Grace and Isaac a little more (: And Liansie and Jasmine too (:
I GOT A NEW PHONE! :D It's uh... wait ah, let me check. UH-HUH! Samsung SGH-U800. Yeah, don't think you guys will know what it looks like. So... Look below! (:

Yup, I got it for 68 bucks! :D With a 2 year contract as usual. And since I had a $50 voucher, my mum only paid $18 for it! :DDD Not bad lah, considering how it actually suits my needs more than the previous Sony Ericsson one, 'cause I need a camera phone more than a music one. So the 3MP's actually really good and sharp! :D Haha, it has caused me to want to take more pictures just to see the sharpness of it! :D And the phone's quite slim too, and the colour combination and design's quite okay lah, satifactory at least. :D So all in all, I'm quite pleased with this new phone. For those of you who are wondering, I haven't changed my number (:

Went to Escape Theme Park today with my mum and two sisters! :D It wasn't so fun initially. I was pretty disappointed 'cause 3 of the more thrilling rides were down for maintainance ): Ah should have expected. Escape's always doing things like this >:/// Anyway, we met Iris and her mum! It was definately planned by God! I miss her so much! Haha spent the day with her (: My mum and her mum ended up chatting the day away and my mum literally became a bag hanger by helping us to look after all our bags. I felt so bad but she kept insisting. But still, thank you Mummy (:

Haha after much persuasion, Iris gave in and took the Pirate Ship (at the end seat!) and Inverter with us! :D It was so funny! I was extremely amused watching her scream and scream throughout the rides! Haha, I think we were addicted to Inverter lah. The three of us, excluding Iris! Haha, she kept wondering if she was gonna die soon -.- That silly pig! The guy at the booth was quite a nice guy! Haha in the late evening, when he realised that we wanted to sit at the 4seats by the side, he helped us by refusing the other guys to continue sitting in those seats so we could sit in them! So nice right! And he allowed us to sit continuously :DD Although not too many times lah, nao chong xue! AND, when my sisters bullied me by kicking my slippers away, it was very nice of him to walk down and pick up my slippers for me! (: Honestly, I wouldn't mind working in Escape too! If not for the fact that I live in the other end of Singapore! ): Anyway, wanted to upload the pictures that we took in Escape today! But for some weird reason, I just can't seem to bluetooth them from my phone to my laptop. Ah never mind. Maybe I'll try again some other time. (:

Fencing chalet starts tomorrow. To go or not to go? ))): I still can't decide if I wanna go tomorrow night ): I think I will... I just pray that God will help me not to feel too awkward! ): I really want to blend in and make friends and all... But. I just can't seem to totally click with them. Ah wells.

OOH! Haha, because of the new movie Boys over flowers (I think that's what it's called) I'm now chionging the season 1 of the Japanese version of Metero Garden. The Japanese version of F4's pretty good looking! :DDD Haha! Singyi and I had a good time just swooning over Matsumoto Jun, and disscusing whether Hanawazari Rei was cuter or the other shorter hair one (Forgot his name). Haha actually, I guess they're both on par, with Matsumoto Jun. :DDD

SLEEP CASSANDRA SLEEP. YOU'VE GOT LONG DAYS AND WEEKS AHEAD OF YOU! SLEEP! ):




<3, CASS.