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28 April 2008 ! at 3:10 PM ! Haha, though long breaks can be a little annoying. My shortest is 2 hours break and longest is a 4 hours break. Oh wells, but then that means I'll have loads of time for project work in school (: Alright, shall post more next time, lesson's gonna start at 4. And Karuna used to teach Jessie! How cool is that! :D <3, CASS. 27 April 2008 ! at 1:37 AM ! We rode into town the other day Just me and my Daddy He said I'd finally reached that age And I could ride next to him on a horse That of course was not quite as wide We heard a crowd of people shouting And so we stopped to find out why And there was that man That my dad said he loved But today there was fear in his eyes So I said "Daddy, why are they screaming? Why are the faces of some of them beaming? Why is He dressed in that bright purple robe? I'll bet that crown hurts Him more than He shows Daddy, please can't you do something? He looks as though He's gonna cry You said He was stronger than all of those guys Daddy, please tell me why Why does everyone want him to die?" Later that day the sky grew cloudy And Daddy said I should go inside Somehow he knew things would get stormy Boy was he right But I could not keep from wondering If there was something he had to hide So after he left I had to find out I was not afraid of getting lost So I followed the crowds To a hill where I knew men had been killed And I heard a voice come from the cross And it said, "Father, why are they screaming? Why are the faces of some of them beaming? Why are they casting their lots for My robe? This crown of thorns hurts Me more than it shows Father, please can't You do something? I know that You must hear My cry I thought I could handle the cross of this size Father, remind Me why Why does everyone want Me to die? When will I understand why?" "My precious Son, I hear them screaming I'm watching the face of the enemy beaming But soon I will clothe You in robes of My own Jesus, this hurts Me much more than You know But this dark hour I must do nothing Though I've heard Your unbearable cry The power in Your blood destroys all of the lies Soon You'll see past their unmerciful eyes Look there below, see the child Trembling by her father's side Now I can tell You why She is why You must die" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lX-lafNe3cc I love this song, honestly it touched my heart the first time when I saw the lyrics on a blogskin I was reviewing. The last line pierced my heart, when I saw it, I knew it was God speaking to Christ and that little girl He pointed out was me. Tears just flowed as I closed my eyes and saw the scenes in the song unfold in my mind. And well, I found the video and I couldn't help myself but cry again. Especially when it came to the part about the Father turning against the Son during this dark hour, my heart just felt so crushed, I cringed over upon imagining the hurt the Father must have felt, and to think my imagination would only be a tiny fraction of what the Father must have felt. The sad thing is, I don't know why but I can't play this song on my iTouch ): It is devastating to know that ): So I'll just have to replay the song over and over again at home. I just love to listen to this song and be reminded over and over again of the Father's and Son's sacrifice for me. I am why You must die. <3 <3, CASS. 20 April 2008 ! at 12:10 AM ! School's started for about a week, I have 23 other female classmates and 1 guy classmate. Haha the other girls always bully him. And! My classmates think I'm malay too!!! One day I was speaking in chinese and the guy, peng swee (I think), said in surprise to kaiting, "She speaks chinese?!" And I answered, "I'm a Chinese!!!" Haha, after that we played a game whereby you have to write an adjective to describe you and it must be the same letter as your name, alliteration. When it was my turn I said, "Chinese Cassandra" Haha. Anyway I love my class! They're a fun and crazy bunch of people and we all get along super well! Especially Priscilla and Tammie and I! :D Haha and on thursday I didn't have my laptop with me, and Pris' wasn't able to work properly because of some software thing. So anyway we both started singing together and I got super super high and I went around singing A Whole New World with some of the rest of my classmates!!! Hahaha! I love that lesson man, it was crazily fun! And I feel so at home with my class, it's amazing! I've never felt so easily at home within such a short period of time with new people, totally new environment and all. Oh! And after the lesson we were still super high, so after lunch, we went to some quiet corner of our own and 'held our very own concert'! Super super fun! We sang disney songs and love songs and all, and passerbys all stared at us! Hahaha! And I also got volunteered to be the module rep for the practicals. I can't wait for practicals! :D It's gonna be so fun playing with the kids every week! :D I'm so happy at school, thank God so much! On sunday night I couldn't sleep ): Because I was afraid, nervous and scared for school. But I love school so much now, it doesn't feel like I'm going to school at all! :D haha okay, my eyes are protesting already. Goodnight! :D <3, CASS. 08 April 2008 ! at 6:24 PM ! Monday: 11-1 LO1 4-5 LO2 Tuesday: 9-12 PO1 2-4 TO3 Wednesday: 9-11 TO3 11-1 TO1 3-5 PO1 Thursday: 9-12 PO3 2-4 TO3 Odd Weeks Friday: 11-12 TO3 Which means... I don't have school on even weeks Fridays! :D But I hope I don't mix up odd weeks and even weeks! :// Anyway lately, I've been reading up on a lot of quotes and here's one of my favourite ones: When Jesus Christ asked little children to come to him, he didn't say only rich children, or White children, or children with two-parent families, or children who didn't have a mental or physical handicap. He said, "Let all children come unto me." by Marian Wright Edelman. This quote is so cool. I love it. A lot. It has shown me Christ's love, one that encompasses and goes beyond mere superficial skin colours or disabilities or superificial situations beyond the children's control. I love it, Jesus said to let ALL of them come to Him. His love reaches out to every single one of them. And this Bible verse is my motivation and reminder in time to come when I start working with kids that who am I to judge any kid when Jesus loves each and every one of them and each and every one of them is precious to Him. Recently, I've been reading the book 'Boy meets girl, say hello to courtship' by Joshua Harris. It's a pretty good book, there're lots of inspiring stories and the book has definitely taught me more about godly relationships, especially in bgr. It's so easy to push God out of the picture and start sinning when it comes to bgrs. I definitely don't want that to ever happen to me. But I trust God that He'll have everything in control (: I've been doing my quiet time daily now that I've got Chia wen as my accountability partner. However I regret to say that I forgot to do it yesterday. But I know that as long as I ask for forgiveness from God, He'll forgive me. And I'm glad that I've picked up from where I stopped and today I continued to do my quiet time. Doing quiet time has certainly taught me a lot. For one, it has taught me how little I know about the Bible, whether it be chronological events that happened or simply God's words. God has certainly humbled me a lot, and He has graciously shown me His miracles and might in the Bible. Every night I find myself loaded with questions, my heart burning for answers to them. I can only thank God for graciously allowing me to have this burning desire to know Him better. And through the various questions I had, I've learnt so much about Him that I never knew about. (: Alright, that's all (: I'll be going away to camp from tomorrow onwards till Friday so I probably won't be posting so soon. <3, CASS. |