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the child.

cassandra.
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gospeliter.
10111991.
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B0108091011.
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guides.
12c30405.
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ian
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B01 [08091011].
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guides
eileen

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Designer: Elies
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06 March 2008

! at 5:17 PM !

It's been a while since I last updated. Anyway, my Poly package has arrived! Well it arrived about a few days ago, but then I was too lazy to do all the paperwork ): Well I did some already but there's still part B to do. Anyway, I can't wait for school to start. Haha I've been doing a considerable amount of shopping recently, buying new school bag and couple of new clothes and all, I even got a new wallet from Germ for (super belated)birthday present. Heh. But I think I still need a new pencil case :// Although I may continue to use the Ngee Ann Poly one :// Well at least it isn't horrendous looking :D

Germ's birthday was a smash :DDD All the hard work and effort that went in to make sure she would be utterly embarrassed was not wasted! Hahaha we made her don a princess costume and walk around Bugis and give out flyers which were 'birthday invitations to her birthday party'! Heh it was taking place at 100 Acre Wood. And then she took the MRT to Orchard and we walked around with her (we even saw the F1 racers! :D) until about dinner time we went to eat Swensen's. But Swensen's was packed so she changed out of the princess costume, though the manager had already saw her in that and was about to offer her a special seat. Aww, what a waste. Well the manager was kind enough to make her stand up and embarrass her to the people there, although the Singaporeans there were kind of a wet blanket as they merely stared at her standing up. They didnt even bothered to join us to sing her a birthday song or clapped -.- How enthusiatic. Haha but all in all, we had a great time embarrassing her! :D

Lately all I've been doing is slacking at home watching VCDs and playing computer games. There were no more job vacancies and then I was pretty tired of having to go to work alone anyway ):

Well God has really provided for me in so many ways I don't even know where to begin counting. I don't even think I can ever finish counting. This is especially so for my Poly fees. They're pretty hefty to begin with, well perhaps not very expensive for most families but I know my dad won't be able to pay for it all. Not only are they hefty, I still have to buy Ngee Ann's Notebook computer. I was really wondering how in the world am I gonna be able to pay for all these, I didn't really want to take up a study loan but then if I didn't I'd not be able to afford. These thoughts lingered long on my mind, and somehow I wasn't so sure about taking up a Poly education anymore. I saw a quote "The shortest distance between a problem and a solution is the distance between your knees and the floor." It struck me hard, and I realised, the only thing I had to do was to pray. Prayer. That was the key to ALL my problems. And so prayed I did. God answered my prayer almost immediately.

I decided to take up the study loan which seem like the best bet, but I had to have a guarantor, so my mum asked her closest cousin to be my guarantor. To my surprise, this aunty of mine said that she won't be my guarantor. Instead she'll pay for all my school fees and even for a new Notebook (though I found out at this point of time that it wasn't compulsory since I have a Tablet already). Just like that, God had once again answered my prayer and provided for me, abundantly even. It was beyond my wildest dreams that a relative would actually so generously offer to pay for everything. Of course, this is a favour that I must return, but for now, I'm just so thankful for the blessings from God. This incident brings to mind a particular promise God has held true to, and I believe He will continue to: Matt 6:26 Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barnns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they?

One of my recent favourite songs are Call To Worship by MercyMe.

I will worship the one who threw the stars to the night
I will worship the one who tells the sun to shine
I will worship You
I will worship You

[Chorus:]
My hands I lift to You
My voice I lift to You
My heart I lift to You
Hallelujah

I will worship the one who calmed the raging sea
I will worship the one who hushed the rage in me
I will worship You
I will worship You

[Chorus]

[Bridge:]
Prince of Peace, almightyGod
Counselor, Holy One
Lion of Judah, Son of Man
Son of God, the great I Am
Resurrection and the life
King of kings, Jesus Christ

[Chorus (2x)]

I love the bridge especially, the names and the meaning behind each name of Christ just blows my mind and shows me the God whom I worship with reverence and awe. It's a pretty cool song to listen to, while getting to know the many different names of God at the same time. I think I read somewhere that there are a hundred different names of God! How cool is that! He is the Name of all names! :D

Recently I've been (in a way influenced) listening to more of Corrinne May's songs now that I have more of her songs. I love the tunes and there are a couple with interesting lyrics (: Of course, her quite a number of her lastest few songs are worship songs. I love shelter though, it speaks of a beautiful friendship, a friendship that one can find support and encouragement from the friend whose singing the song. Although at first it didn't strike me as that, it struck me more of God who was calling at my heart's door, asking me to pour out whatever problems I have faced in life to Him, so that He may be my comforter and peace giver.

What’s wrong, what’s getting you down
Is it something I might have said?
You’re walking around with your head to the ground
and your eyes are watery red

I know you’ve been through tough times
Kicked around, thrown to the ground
but you’ve always been the strong one
So don’t tell me that nobody gets you
‘cause I’m standing in your corner
Knocking at your door
You don’t have to be alone
Just call my name
Let me be an answer
‘cause it hurts me to see you this way
I wanna ease your pain
Help me understand
Let me be your shelter my friend

We share a bond
You and I we belong
We’re like coffee and morning trains
You strip my defenses, I catch your pretences
The same blood runs through our veins

I swore I’d be your lifeline
Made a vow that I’d surround you with love at every milestone
I’ll listen when nobody gets you
I’m still standing in your corner
Waiting by your door
You don’t have to be alone

Just call my name
Let me be an answer
‘cause it hurts me to see you this way
I wanna ease your pain
Help me understand
Let me be your shelter my friend

It was not too long ago
You sought to understand
You helped me mend
Remember when
So promise me you’ll

Call my name
Let me be an answer
‘cause it hurts me to see you this way
I wanna ease your pain
Help me understand
Let me be your shelter my friend

Alright that's about all (: I'll update again soon, hopefully! Haha I can't wait for dragon boating on Sat! :D



<3, CASS.