Child of God <3
the child.

cassandra.
princess of God.
gospeliter.
10111991.
hmss091011.
npech.
B0108091011.
hiclub.
fencer.
guides.
12c30405.
34s20607.
crescent.



the younger days.

June 2005
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the peers.

FAMILY.
charmaineng
henrietta
samantha
YOUTH.
youth
a big message
a big mission
glcc
bernice
chiawen
daphne
giolo
ian
jessica
jiahao
jonmuk
kennethchai
lesley
lynnshan
malcolm
markchia
melody
ruth
sicheng
B01 [08091011].
B01 [08091011]
afifah
amirahlee
daphne
jieling
kaiting
latifah
michelleling
pengswee
rongxuan
tammie
weiqian
yvonne
yiting
SYFC.
estherhuang
marcus
ruixin
sheena
sheryl
vanessa
HMS.NP.
keala
fencing
alicia
chuhui
darren
fiona
hidayah
jasmine
juian
kayyong
madalene
matthewhan
romaine
ronny
tecky
wayne
CRESCENT.
guides
eileen

the interactions.




the thanks.

Designer: Elies
Base code:OHsaygoodbye
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25 February 2008

! at 10:53 PM !

I didnt get into VJ ): appeal was unsuccessful. Haha actually I'm over the initial grief stage already, it's just acceptance now (: Although VJ was and still is my dream school, it's obviously not the school God has in mind for me. And once again, I've learnt how to surrender my dreams to God, so that it's not about me, but it's for God. So many people have asked me why, 7 points after deduction is good enough for me to go to quite good jcs, yet I chose to go to poly instead, and early childhood course at that. The cut-off for ech is 15, and it's not exactly a super popular course. To many, it seems like it's very wasted for me to go to poly. But I guess God just placed a burden in my heart for children. But sometimes I grow afraid too, I'll wonder if this is really where God wants me to go, am I really in God's will, and I'll start to feel a little confuse, a little uncertain, unsure and inconfident of the seemingly fogged future. But I'm learning, step by step I'm learning, learning how to surrender my life to God, learning how to seek solace and comfort in God, learning how to feel the peace of God and what it's like to be still. It's been a wonderful month for me, what with so many ups and downs, a whole rollercoaster ride through a journey with my moods, and I'm loving every bit of it. (:

Right now I'm working as a part time waitress with an agency (: I do waitressing at banquets, like for dinners and functions and all. It's been a challenging yet fun job, and I love the satisfaction when I see a guest smile, knowing that I've provided good service. :D It's 6 per hour, average pay (:

God has certainly blessed me so much, and on Sunday, yesterday that is, I witnessed once again for myself, Him working. What happened was that my sisters and I were going to be late for 1st service and I was carrying a whole box of link, so my mum asked us to take a cab. We walked to the main road, but my main road's pretty quiet, and there were virtually no empty cabs in sight. We were really running late and my sisters suggested calling for a cab. I didn't want to waste extra money so I hesitated and we compromised, I'll call for one if we still can't get a cab by 8.45am. After a whole, I checked the time and realised it was 8.42, I was a little frustrated and then I decided to pray. I asked God to send an empty cab down my way to pick us up. At 8.44, an empty cab stopped by and by 8.45, we were in the cab and on our way to church for the 1st service! :D It was definitely God working, a miracle that can only be created by Him. I must give thanks this friday if there's a chance! :D

Today's my mummy's birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM! :D Haha, a woman's age is a secret thus I shalt say her age. :D

Went to watch P.S I Love You with Lyana today. Hahaha and we both realised what hopeless romantics we were! We were tearing at all the sad scenes! And the sweet ones too, the parts where Gerry was so sweet to Holly, hahaha we both died lah! Thank God we caught the early show, so nobody in the almost empty cinema knew that we cried. I think we both died when Gerry planned Holly's birthday party in advance and sent her a recording saying that he did all that for her because he couldn't let go despite having passed away! Haha we think that if we ever fall in love, we'll both fall hard, and we're dead if guys are terribly sweet to us! Hahaha it was so funny lah, I love watching romantic movies with Lyana!

Kaixiang and I were just chatting and we both realised how much we missed 0843B ): I miss the class! I miss all the nonsense we talked about in class and the games! Hahaha how can I ever forget the games we play during the lunch times!!! Murderer was just a killer laughter, so was heart attack. The drink mixture number guessing game was just unforgettable lah, haha I remember the first time I played it I had to drink 10 sips when it was my turn and I just vomitted at the 7th or 8th sip, it was terrible lah! Haha but it was nonetheless, fun (: Haha and I remember the time we were playing blackjack in the canteen then I spotted a teacher and we all quickly hid the deck of cards and started playing with M&Ms on the canteen instead! That was hilarious after the teacher walked pass! I miss the time we went to play pool and how funny it was when we made silly mistakes, I ended up embarrassing myself, by screaming, as usual, when I made silly mistakes! Haha and when Nick told me to just push the ball lightly so that the coloured one would go in and I ended up pushing too lightly and Nick just stared at the ball in amazement as though something almost impossible just happened. I was so embarrassed. Haha and the trip to East Coast! It was so fun to cycle with them and then play ball in the sand by the sea and getting sunburnt. Haha and how we keep seeing Jacob's moon. That silly guy! And Miss Ashley's silliness and oh! Her funny candid picture which was hilarious! Haha ah, I miss 0843B lah! We should have another class outing soon! ):

Alright, time to go off I suppose (: Oh, tag my board yeah people? My board's dying ):



<3, CASS.