Child of God <3
the child.

cassandra.
princess of God.
gospeliter.
10111991.
hmss091011.
npech.
B0108091011.
hiclub.
fencer.
guides.
12c30405.
34s20607.
crescent.



the younger days.

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the peers.

FAMILY.
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YOUTH.
youth
a big message
a big mission
glcc
bernice
chiawen
daphne
giolo
ian
jessica
jiahao
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lynnshan
malcolm
markchia
melody
ruth
sicheng
B01 [08091011].
B01 [08091011]
afifah
amirahlee
daphne
jieling
kaiting
latifah
michelleling
pengswee
rongxuan
tammie
weiqian
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yiting
SYFC.
estherhuang
marcus
ruixin
sheena
sheryl
vanessa
HMS.NP.
keala
fencing
alicia
chuhui
darren
fiona
hidayah
jasmine
juian
kayyong
madalene
matthewhan
romaine
ronny
tecky
wayne
CRESCENT.
guides
eileen

the interactions.




the thanks.

Designer: Elies
Base code:OHsaygoodbye
Image: sxc.hu

24 February 2007

! at 12:45 AM !

Truely Madly Deeply - Savage Garden
I'll be your dream I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy,
I'll be your hope I'll be your love be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do

I will be strong I will be faithful 'cause I'm counting on
A new beginning, a reason for living, a deeper meaning yeah

I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea,
I want to lay like this forever, until the sky falls down on me

And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky
I'll make a wish to send it to heaven then make you want to cry,
The tears of joy for all the pleasure in the certainty
That we're surrounded by the comfort, and protection of
The highest powers, in lonely hours, the tears devour you

I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea,
I want to lay like this forever, until the sky falls down on me

Oh can you see it baby, you don't have to close your eyes,
It's standing right before you,
All that you need will surely come.

I'll be your dream I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy,
I'll be your hope I'll be your love be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do

I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea,
I want to lay like this forever, until the sky falls down on me

I love this song. (: it's really really old but it's still one of my all-time favourites. Haha I love today as well! :D

Today is the last thinking day celebration I'll ever attend at the Indoor Stadium as a guide. I think I'll really really really miss guides a lot a lot a lot when I step down. Although guides always have something for me to do and there are so many things I can get pissed off with in guides, but the happy memories I get are so much more worth it. The beautiful memories I have of getting high, making new friends, trying out new stuff etc etc, it's priceless. Although I don't admit it, but I guess deep down inside I really really really do love guides a lot more than I could ever imagine. I'll miss camp christine. That campsite holds a lot of precious and beautiful memories for me, 3 annual guide camps, 1 pltc camp and 1 church camp. And I always stay or pitch tents at pax lodge! The satisfaction you get from being able to pitch a proper and good tent, from being able to cook a proper meal during outdoor cookings, from being able to chop wood, from the campfires, from the manito games, from the coh, from the late-night-only-sec-three-talking-session-with-the-YAs-and-Guiders, from getting all dirty and stinky and tired out etc etc are just too wonderful and irreplaceable. (: Gosh, it feels like I'm stepping down already. Time really does flies, doesn't it? So fast and I'm sec 4 already. I remember what Kerry, my 1st PL wrote in my souvenir notebook: Treasure your time because you'll be sec four before you know it. And it's true, in a blur, I'm in the last year in Crescent already. It's amazing how big a part guides has played in my Crescent life, and I love it. I'll miss all those times, I just know it.

Well anyway this year is the 90th year of girl guiding in Singapore! Haha the thinking day performance was the best, it was so wonderful! I saw Yanting and Ying Shan! (: Then I went up to hug Ying Shan, I miss them so much lah! I didn't see the others, though I saw one girl but I couldn't remember her name. I recognised her though.

After that I went to James' house for Kailing's surprise birthday party! I was like mugging physics there. -.- Before Kailing came that is. It was fun, I got to know Irene and Nicholas and Eugene Peng much better and it was super fun just rubbishing there and cooking food and eating it! Haha I think I'm gonna explode already. Later my 87kg nightmare come true I'll just die.

Okay I'm off to study and mug already, good night folks! (:

So take many pictures, laugh too much and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spent upset, is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.
Life can be such a bitch sometime. rephrase, most of the time.
-Charmaine's blog; I agree with both.

With feelings swirling and twirling, it's an internal whirlpool when it comes to you.



<3, CASS.