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04 February 2007 ! at 7:00 PM ! K: I don't know how to help you, I can only pray for you. I'm getting tired of being disappointed. It's tiring knowing that you promised me earlier in the week that you'll go with me on friday to church and yet, every friday when I call you after I end school, you never on your phone or pick up. And after service when I search for you, I realised you played me out. Again. You didn't turn up, staying at home and giving me all kinds of weird excuses when I asked you why you never come. I thought you wanted to get right with God. I don't want to give up on you, I want to keep encouraging you to come back to Him and come back to church. But. it's really draining me mentally to feel so disappointed every single friday. I don't want to stop trying but. I can only do so much. I can only try my best to encourage you and help you in whatever way I can. But you have to work things out with God on your own, you have to take the first step to ask God for forgiveness and ask Him to let you come back to Him. You were the one who told me about your dream, and that you wanted to go church once again, regulary. You promised me. But. You don't seem to mean it. You don't seem to want to get back to Him. I don't know why. And everytime I ask you about it, you just hesitate and not answer me. Whether through sms or msn. But i just wanna let you know that no matter how tired or disappointed I am with you, I won't give up. But I can only do so much, the ultimate decision still lies in your hands. Please stop giving me false hope anymore. Z: Somehow I sense the disappointment when I told you I bought you a book of prayers. You told me you don't know how to pray, I tried to come up with ways and suggestions to help you. Like doing daily devotions and reading your Bible daily etc. But even when you promise me you'll do it, you still don't. You give me a gazillion reasons like how you are so tired and all. I try to understand but when you give me excuses everyday it just isn't right. Here I am, trying my best to help you. But there you are, not bothering to help yourself at all. I know you can't come to church with me regulary on friday because you've got tuition. But then. You told me yourself tuition ends at 6. There's still time to come from orchard down. I'm glad you accepted Christ, but i'm worried for your walk with God. You're not progressing further and I can see that. But I really want to help you to get right with God. I'm trying my best to encourage you with all I can but it's draining me as well, making me disappointed everytime I ask you 'Have you read your Bible'. But all I can do is pray for you, only you yourself can really help yourself. I just want you to know that I won't give up on you, but there's only so much I can do for you. The ultimate decision still lies in your hands. Father, I pray for K and Z. I pray that You'll leave them with no excuse to not want to come back to You. It's been tiring and disappointing encouraging them but I pray that You'll give me the strength I need to keep encouraging them. I thank You for them. I pray that You'll work in their hearts and make them know that coming back to you is just so simple. Sometimes, they discourage me. Watching how they just give up hope, Father I feel the desire myself to give up hope on them. But I thank You for the strength You've given me to hold on fast till now. Help me Lord, to keep encouraging them and trying. Father I know only You can bring them back to You and I pray that You will. Use me Lord, to keep reaching out to them no matter what. It has been long and tough, but thank You for always being there for me, for being my strength, especially in times of need. Father I pray that they'll have a living and close relationship with You. I feel the burden for them and somehow Father, I feel the need to see them get right with You once again. I pray that everything will be in Your will dear Lord. In Jesus' name I pray, AMEN. <3, CASS. |