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07 August 2006 ! at 11:55 PM ! had abseiling and rockclimbing course in the morning. was quite fun but due to lack of time, my group didn't do abseiling D: the rockclimbing and abseiling course was help at SYFC's emmanuel house! :D haha. saw boon jin and christine(: i was in christine's group, together with qiwei, sherylsim, chuting, kay, edwyna and amelia(: and sherylsim was so slow! caused us to get the easier parts of the rock wall! and so my group ended up with the harder part of the wall! D: we had to climb up straight and then 90 degrees to the left leh! how to climb! but edwyna and chuting and even sherylteo could climb it! D: but well it was really hard D: i think i tried to climb it for like, 4, 5 times? haha typed the above last night. was too tired too continue and fell asleep in front of my tablet until morning 7am when my parents came into my room :/ oh wells. shall continue from where i stopped. so anyway. i tried to climb it unsuccessfully D: and on like, my third try or so, i fell from the rock wall! as in i lost my grip and just slipped off like that! so scary! and so natural reaction, i screamed! and well. miss azlin and qiwei and sherylsim were laughing at me after i recovered from the scare of the fall :/ and miss azlin told qiwei to tell me not to scream so loudly! i mean its not my fault leh! its natural reaction lah! and well they were laughing so hard leh! i guess it must be pretty loud cuz two instructors who i thought were on the other end of the wall came over and asked if i was okay D: and today in class during lit, miss azlin keot laughing cuz she said she see me then she was reminded of my scream and she thought my scream was hilarious! she said i scream very funny and she kept bursting into laughters causing qiwei to do the same too! D: well and i climbed till i had no more strength and now i've ended up with muscle aches everywhere! D: oh okay anyway. so back to sat rockclimbing. so we didn't get to do abseiling cuz there wasn't enough time and so we were gonna have debrief soon. when my group and sherylteo and renee planned a surprise birthday celebration for miss azlin! haha so cool! she was so shocked and all! haha well, after that, miss chan singled out the christians and catholics guides and i was so afraid! but turned out, that we had a different briefing. :D one that taught me new things. i never thought rockclimbing can be applied to life and to my christian faith, one which i've held on strongly to. but boon jin showed me it could. in rock climbing, you would always have to have a belayer - the person holding and controling your ropes. and you are the climber. for safety measures, there's always an anchorwoman to hold on to the belayer and assistant belayer to hold on and control your ropes. i realised that the rock wall is my life. and Jesus, is my belayer. and He is the only belayer i can have complete trust and faith in. and often when climbing the rockl wall, like going through life, i meet difficulties, i have no idea like where my left leg should step on which rock, where my right hand should go etc etc. that is like me when im faced with challenges in life, which decision i should make, which step should i take next? i dont know, because often, i'm too tired and i cant see clearly where each stone is placed. but the belayer, Jesus, who is at the bottom of the rock wall controlling my ropes, He knows. because He is below, He is in the best position to see and know which step i should take. and many times, He calls out to me which step i should take. but i'm stubborn. i trust my own view instead of His. and so i step on another rock. and what happens? i slip, i fall, and i end up hurting myself, feeling tired, hurt, resentful towards Jesus as to why He allowed me to fall when He's controlling the ropes. but it was nothing to do with the ropes, it was to do with which path i chose. becaus ei chose my way instead of His', so i fell. and that is also like us sinning and falling away from God. but the amazing thing is, even though we fall, Jesus will be there controlling the ropes and He won't allow us to fall to our deaths. yet, we're suspended in air, without any direction because we're not following His ways. we're just swinging to and fro, unable to control which direction the ropes go towards unless we get back on His path. and that's when we've gone back onto the rock wall and climb the rocks He tells us to. Because He can see the clearest, and because He knows. thank God for this precious lesson learnt! :D and after that none of the guides were having lunch with me so i decided to go to east coast to meet the teenz for lunch even though i know my mum didn't want me to go D: and unfortunately, i met my aunt there. and i was frightened. i was afraid she'll tell my mum. and so i had thoughts about lying and covering up if my aunt should tell my mum and my mum questions me about it. but thank God! thank God for jessie who gave me the right advice as to what to do! luckily i told my mum the truth and not only was she not angry, she was quite excited when she heard i met my aunt! :D thank God that i honoured Him and He helped me! think i was quite stupid. shouldn't even have thoughts of lying lor. thank God i didn't in the end! after that went for FOP! after i went home and changed and then i met shuyi at kallang. i was very very very very very late! sorry shuyi! D: and then took the chartered service to indoor and met adel and lois there :D it was quite nice, though i still prefered last year's FOP. maybe cuz the atmosphere was higher and all? but wells, this year wasn't that bad! cuz i still felt God's presence and the Holy Spirit moving through us! :D i feel God's presence everywhere and everyday! :D after that i took 67 bus home with shuyi, and we shared some pretty personal stuff with each other. i think me and shuyi are getting closer and closer, especially after she got things right with God and started living a life for Him all over again! i just thank God for such a wonderful sister-in-Christ! indeed, the bond made of the blood of Christ is stronger than any other bond there is in the world! :D THANK GOD FOR ERIC'S PARENTS, THEY ARE NOW SAVED! :D hmm got the carpenters' concert at the Grace Assembly of God Church tomorrow after school! will most likely be going! invited loads of christian friends from crescent, including some of whom have fallen away from God. i really hope to be able to show them God's love for them and i know that God will guide and lead them back to Him, and i can only pray that they are willing sheeps willing to be guided back by their shepherd, Jesus. Lord, i pray that tomorrow You'll fill the empty hearts, warm the cold hearts and soften those who have harden their hearts against You. i pray that You'll give them the passion, the thirst, the hunger for You again, that they'll pursue after You and Your Word like hungry lions who have not eaten the entire day, like camels who have spent days in the desert. Father i pray that they'll be willing to be guided back by You, to be lead by You once again. i pray that You'll be their belayer in life too, and that they'll climb the rock wall with Your help. Father help me to always listen to You, and not hasten to secure my feet on the wrong stone, but to wait patiently and listen for instructions from You, which stone to step, which stone to hold on to. Lord help me to not fall away from the rock wall, but to climb it with Your grace and strength sustaining me. Thank You Lord for Eric's saved parents and for melissa and kaiqi, both of whom have agreed to come for the concert tomorrow. i pray that Lord, You'll make Your presence know to them, lead them gently back to You again, cuz i lonw Father, that You'll bring them back to You eventually. in Jesus' name i pray, AMEN! <3, CASS. |