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17 June 2006

! at 5:00 PM !

been listening to casting crowns' songs lately. and it really touched my heart - the lyrics. as i read the lyrics to their songs, i felt as though i was broken all over once again. i felt ashamed of myself, unworthy of being a child of God. i felt so sinful, so wrong. like i'm dirtier than the dirt on the ground, worse than any other living thing, worse than all of God's creations. and i really felt so broken. but God is always there for me. no matter what and He really touched my heart and lighted up the fire in my heart once again. i felt at peace once more after feeling His presence, His personal touch. once again i want to give my life to God and i really don't want to fall again. i just want to leave everything in God's hands. one song called prodigal, really touched my heart.

Prodigal
Living on my own, thinking for myself
Castles in the sand, temporary wealth
Walls are falling down, storms are closing in
Tears have filled my eyes, here I am again

And I've held out as long as I can
Now I'm letting go and holding out my hand

Daddy, here I am again
Will You take me back tonight
I went and made the world my friend
And it left me high and dry
I drag Your name back through the mud
That You first found me in
Not worthy to be called Your son
Is this to be my end
Daddy, here I am
Here I am again

Curse this morning sun
Drags me in to one more day
Of reaping what I've sown
Of living with my shame
Welcome to my world
And the life that I have made
Where one day you're a prince
The next day you're a slave

yes. as i read the lyrics, i was about to tear already. i felt more broken than ever. i felt that nothing in my life ever matters because i'm so worthless. but the hand of God is always there to comfort me. and another song by casting crowns called who am i made me felt worthy once again. i felt the love of God and felt revived by Him once again. nothing in this world will ever matter again, because i've got God. i've got Jesus and nothing matters more than Him(: thank You God for always being there for me when i'm weak, weary, discouraged and whenever i felt so far far away from You Father. thank You for being there whether im happy or sad, high or low, troubled or at peace. I LOVE YOU LORD!

Who Am I
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You're

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours

and yet, another song from casting crowns called here i go again woke me up. what have i been doing? am i really responding to God's calls to reach out to a world with hearts bleeding, torn and broken? have i been reaching out to all those in need of His love? what have i been doing? and what am i going to do with my life in future? waste it away? or live a life for God and reach out to all in need of His love, all who have yet to know Him? and now i know my answer - i'm gonna reach out to all of them. i want to serve God once again, i don't want to waste my life away and let all my loved ones go to hell when they die. no, i want to bring them to God.

Here I Go Again
Father, hear my prayer
I need the perfect words
Words that he will hear
And know they're straight from You
I don't know what to sayI only know it hurts
To see my only friend slowly fade away

So maybe this time I'll speak the words of life
With Your fire in my eyes
But that old familiar fear is tearin' at my words
What am I so afraid of?
'Cause here I go again
Talkin' 'bout the rain
And mullin' over things that won't live past today
And as I dance around the truth
Time is not his friend
This might be my last chance to tell him that You love Him

But here I go again
Here I go again

Lord, You love him so
You gave Your only Son
If he will just believe
He will never die
But how then will he know
What he has never heard?
Lord he has never seen mirrored in my life

So maybe this time I'll speak the words of life
With Your fire in my eyes
But that old familiar fear is tearin' at my words
What am I so afraid of?
'Cause here I go again
Talkin' 'bout the rain
And mullin' over things that won't live past today
And as I dance around the truth
Time is not his friend
This might be my last chance to tell him that You love Him

But here I go again
Here I go, here I go

So maybe this time I'll speak the words of life
With Your fire in my eyes
But that old familiar fear is tearin' at my words
What am I so afraid of?
'Cause here I go again
Talkin' 'bout the rain
And mullin' over things that won't live past today
And as I dance around the truth
Time is not his friend
This might be my last chance to tell him that You love Him

This might be my last chance
To tell him that You love him
This might be my last chance
To tell him that You love him

You love him, You love him
What am I so afraid
What am I so afraid
What am I so afraid of?
How then will he know
What he has never heard?

well yes. anyway im about to go sleep now(: toodles everyone! there's church tomorrow and my mum has allowed me to go! :D thank God for that!



<3, CASS.