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the child.

cassandra.
princess of God.
gospeliter.
10111991.
hmss091011.
npech.
B0108091011.
hiclub.
fencer.
guides.
12c30405.
34s20607.
crescent.



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the peers.

FAMILY.
charmaineng
henrietta
samantha
YOUTH.
youth
a big message
a big mission
glcc
bernice
chiawen
daphne
giolo
ian
jessica
jiahao
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lesley
lynnshan
malcolm
markchia
melody
ruth
sicheng
B01 [08091011].
B01 [08091011]
afifah
amirahlee
daphne
jieling
kaiting
latifah
michelleling
pengswee
rongxuan
tammie
weiqian
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yiting
SYFC.
estherhuang
marcus
ruixin
sheena
sheryl
vanessa
HMS.NP.
keala
fencing
alicia
chuhui
darren
fiona
hidayah
jasmine
juian
kayyong
madalene
matthewhan
romaine
ronny
tecky
wayne
CRESCENT.
guides
eileen

the interactions.




the thanks.

Designer: Elies
Base code:OHsaygoodbye
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05 May 2006

! at 10:30 AM !

i dont know what's wrong with me these days. im getting all these moodswings and they're not normal moodswings :/ its like really really extreme moodswings. one moment im over the moon and the next im depressed depressed depressed to the point where i dont think i can get any depresser already. and i keep getting these weird headaches and heat on my forehead. and it feels as though im having a fever but each time i take my temperature i dont have a fever and its weird. just plain weird. and the thermometer is NEW. like just 2 weeks old or something. thus, it cant be spoilt right. urgh. maybe its due to all the stress im under. and penny ang still say our class is happy-go-lucky. yea right. if it was, why would i get these weird headaches and 'fever' and mood swings?); bahh i just want to get over and done with the stupid mid years. 4 papers down; 6 more to go. STRESS. oh wells. thanks for all the encouragement to hang in with my art! and not to feel so stress! really appreciate it! :D i really dont know what to do with it, and im leaving it all up to God and my grades. i've decided. if i get c5 and below for my art im gonna drop it i guess. cuz its gonna be too taxing on me. i dont want to hang on and just make myself suffer. yea. i hope that's the best choice ever. if only i can do amaths.

oh my tian. i seriously think im gonna flunk all my exams. i cant believe i didnt finish chinese composition and social studies. and english was kinda okay but still. and chinese paper was a little hard i guess. and i thought bio paper was kinda okay. it seemed quite easy though. only had a few questions that i wasnt sure how to do. i hope i get an a1 for my bio. and there's emaths and pure lit paper tmr. and i dont know why im here blogging instead. well i thinkmy brain's gone all wrong and funny. and i feel so dumb compared to the rest of the crescentians and not just them; its like compared to the rest of the world. its like i feel so stupid, like what everyone seems to be able to do, i cant do at all. just like simple maths and physics and art. argh.

well today's trip home was hilarious. joyce and jazreel were playing silly hand games on the mrt and there was this guy who was so hilarious. he kept staring at them like he wanted them. kinda pervertic but his pervertic expression was so hilarious. me, jamie, zakkiyya, shermin, hanis, radha couldnt stop laughing! haha! then jamie finally told jazreel to stop playing. haha the two of them were so puzzled. and then we were talking and suddenly came to pole dancing. haha jazreel put her hand around joyce and said pole dancing ah? haha then that guy stared at them with a very disgusting, pervertic look leh! eww but it was so hilarious! hahaha sick guy. then after that there was this couple who was so funny also. haha the guy was trying to wear a jacket which was like, too small for him! then his girlfriend tried to put it on for him! haha their actions were so funny! heh couldnt stop laughing.

oh wells i guess i better go memorise codes for my lit already. i've had enough of maths; it's been bullying me whole afternoon. i hope lit doesnt decides to bully me too. :/ well good luck everybody for your remaining papers and dont flunk them like me. D; the pleasure of stress; i could never comprehend. byebye everyone.

you swept me off my feet; and yet how could you not know? and i dont know how to talk to you.



<3, CASS.