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06 May 2006 ! at 7:00 PM ! well pray for me. i got chem on mon and hist and phy on tues and art on wed! :/ and im not even halfway done with my art :/ sigh shall go do it now. im not sure how to morph my sketches and develop it! :/ die lah but then again. never mind about art. it is not of my greatest concern and i plan to drop it already anyway! haha so im pretty happy and not so stress already! :D well fri was lit and maths :/ well maths killed me. literally. killed my brain cells :/ there were like what, 11 over 40 worth of marks of questions that i didnt do, 29 over 60 worth of marks of questions i didnt do! :/ i think im gonna fail again. it was so hard leh D; lit was okay though i had mental block and couldnt remember any codes from an enemy of the people! well so i paraphrase everything :/ and i dont even understand what the section b poem was about! something about trees dying and trees being temporary in flourishing garden city :/ it felt as thoguh the poem was talking about singapore :/ haha totally crapped and gave some answers that i dont even know what i was talking about. well hoped i'll score though. social studies got no hope le. well and miss li gave me a doremon cookie! and some others! for having good results in the last chem test! that was so nice of her! :D actually miss li is a very nice teacher just that my class the people keep bullying her :/ haha i hope they agree to doing something for her. miss li's left crescent already but she's coming back on friday! hopefully we'll take a class photo with her :D and mr nah! aye we're giving him a pink panter combined with s1. i dont know why pink panter but yea! he's a really good bio teacher! oh oh i really really hope i get an a1 for my bio. otherwise i'll be so devasted :/ well yesterday's service was GREAT! what ian preached totally touched my heart deep down and made me realised that i was like some of the people he preached about. i guess sometimes im quite like the gossiper or wealth-dependent person. it was like he was preaching and the truth suddenly dawned on me, all these times when i thought i was purely chatting yet, many times i had actually been gossiping and when it felt great to have money in my wallet i realised i was being wealth-dependent and not God-dependent! it was like oh my tian, i cant believe all these times i had actually been sinning and doing what the Bible warns me not to in the book of proverbs. that was like, woah. and i realised that there is a friend closer than a brother who is always with me. and He loves me no matter what i do, say, think about, and no matter whether i sin a not. He still loves me deeply. so deeply that He was willing to give up His life on the cross to die jsut for me to save me. and even though He was mocked, spat on, looked down on when He carried the cross for my sake, He never gave up wanting to save me. He had His thoughts and mind on me. ME! a total failure in practically everything i do. but yes, me. and it was all because of His unfailing love for me. yes, again it's all for me because of me. where can i find such a friend! and in that instant, i felt a sense of guilt and i realised that i needed to confess my sins to God and ask God to help me be a better person, be a righteous and friendly person and ask God to never let me be an isolater, gossiper, wealth-dependent or a discourager! it is so wrong! i pray that God will help me to grow and go into a closer and deeper relationship with Jesus! i also pray that that God will help all the teens in teenz to grow more and more in Jesus! i pray that God will help my dad to understand that i need and want to go to church on sunday to worship and listen to His words because that is His day! the day when God created that perfect world and set aside every sunday for us too worship and praise Him! and it is one of the commanments i think if im not wrong! yes i pray that God will help save all the familes and friends of all the teenz! i also pray for uncle robbert deacon; he has gotten 4th stage of tongue cancer - incurable. he still has the choice of operations and i pray that God will lead him to make the right choices. i also pray for the queks! i pray that they wont be too sad over the loss of their granpa. thank God that he's saved so he's now in heaven enjoying heaven with God and will never have to suffer ever again! praise God for that wonderful heaven and everlasting life he has given to all who believe in Him! my own grandpa though, sad to say, isnt saved yet. i hope to be able to save him before he dies! i pray that God will give me an opportunity to talk to my grandpa about Jesus and finally save him! i really dont want him to spend his eternal life in hell and when i see him on judgement day, i dont wish to hear him say, cassandra why didnt you tell me about Jesus? you're my very own granddaughter! well just pray that God will give me an opportunity! in Jesus' most precious name i pray, amen! well its four am now :/ and its mother's day i think but i never buy anything yet :/ i was thinking of cooking breakfast for my mum but i know she'll probably scold me so never mind i guess. haha i see how tmr lah. maybe i give belated de. well i better go do my art already :/ byebye! I honestly love you - Oliver Newton John Maybe I hang around here a little more than I should We both know I got somewhere else to go But I got something to tell you that I never thought I would But I believe you really ought to know I love you, I honestly love you You don't have to answer, I see it in your eyes Baby, it was better left unsaid But this is pure and simple, and you must realize That it's coming from my heart and not my head I love you, I honestly love you I'm not trying to make you feel uncomfortable I'm not trying to make you anything at all But this feeling doesn't come along every day And you shouldn't throw the chance, When you've got the chance to say I love you, I love you, I honestly love you If we both were born in another place and time This moment would be ending in a kiss But there you are with yours, and here I am with mine So I guess we'll just be leaving it at this I love you, I love you, I honestly love you it's a really sad song D; but its really sweet and nice :D haha nice. and i just listened to it :D I love you, I love you, I honestly love you; but do you love me too? I see you every week, but yet I feel like a thousand miles away from you. <3, CASS. |