Child of God <3
the child.

cassandra.
princess of God.
gospeliter.
10111991.
hmss091011.
npech.
B0108091011.
hiclub.
fencer.
guides.
12c30405.
34s20607.
crescent.



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FAMILY.
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YOUTH.
youth
a big message
a big mission
glcc
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giolo
ian
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markchia
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ruth
sicheng
B01 [08091011].
B01 [08091011]
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weiqian
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yiting
SYFC.
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ruixin
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HMS.NP.
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fencing
alicia
chuhui
darren
fiona
hidayah
jasmine
juian
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matthewhan
romaine
ronny
tecky
wayne
CRESCENT.
guides
eileen

the interactions.




the thanks.

Designer: Elies
Base code:OHsaygoodbye
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28 April 2006

! at 1:40 PM !

woah. finally got my tablet back and its charging point fixed! :D but then i owe alot of people money): plus i still got charger to pay for. sad lah got so many things to pay for. aye tmr's english paper! I don't know why im here either. but yea. i miss blogging i guess. ohoh! i nominated for Miss Ho to be the most caring teacher! but then mlg like can't accept my nomination!): This what I tyed (is it cuz its too wordy and long?) :

The reason why I nominated Miss Ho is because I think she truely deserves it. Though she has only been in Crescent for a very short period of time and is still quite a new teacher here, she has put in a lot of effort and time into helping the girls in my class with their maths. I remember the first lesson I had with her, I was actually terrified of her as I remember on the very first lesson, the very first thing she said before she started her maths lesson, she mentioned that she has a set of rules for us. Upon hearing that, I immediately associated her with the words hostile, scary, well basically any word that gives me the feeling of being frightened. And what made it worse was that she often made her eyes big and that made her scarier. But gradually, during lessons when some of our classmates made jokes, she would laugh along too and she herself would make jokes once in a while to lighten the mood in class and I have thus, learnt much more effectively than before. My class' maths may not be the best and we're probably not the brightest students around learning maths. Sometimes, its seems to me that it is more of a challenge to us to master maths than it is to other classes. But because of this obstacle, we have seen Miss Ho's caring and gentle side. Knowing that we would miss many lessons, she would purposely arrange for classes with us and spend her afternoons teaching my class maths. Not only that, she is even more caring and special to students like me who do not take up add maths. Knowing that our foundation is weak and we do not really understand maths as quickly as the other students, she would give us extra practices, take us out during the add maths periods scheduled for my class and explain over and over again the maths concept and how to apply the formulas. Not only that, on our maths assignment, she would often write words of encouragement such as, "Keep up the good work!" etc. This often encouraged me to work harder on my maths, pass my maths tests and master it all the more. It served as a reminder of how much faith Miss Ho has in me to get not just a pass in my final year maths, but also and A1, the goal I'm aiming for. It really touches me to know that someone actually cares for me and is concerned helping me improve on my weakest subject. I also remember that on the day I got back my first common tests results. Within a short period of time, I had gotten back two papers - maths and science physics, both of which I had failed. Unable to take in the reality, I succumbed to the tears welling up in my eyes and cried silently as I walked down the rotunda. Miss Ho was walking from behind and knowing I cried (because another teacher told her when I walked past that teacher), she chased after me and comforted me. That made me feel much better and gave me more confidence to strive for my maths. Another reason is also that she would often encourage us to appreciate other teachers. For example, whenever we complain to her about how we don't understand what the other teachers are teaching and that we think negatively about them, she will jump to their defences and tell us that we should appreciate them too and approach them should we have any doubts in that certain subject. I think that is a very selfless act of her, and its heartwarming to know that she also cares about the other teachers, not just herself.

Yep and its all true, all from the bottom of my heart. I think being a teacher is a very encouraging job. I'm considering beong one, though perhaps not maths, all my students would then fail :/ Bio! yes i want to be a bio teacher if i ever decide to be a teacher. and mr nah is a very good bio teacher too! i wanted to nominate him, but too bad he's still a trainee teacher and after he graduate also dont know where he'll teach at and maybe not crescent he say cuz got no more space): but he seriously can teach and i score so well for bio its cuz he can teach and all the info goes into my teeny weeny brain. and he's really caring, always arranging for consultations for our class and he's very patient with all the noise and our class always being so loud and won't settle down properly. Talking about jobs, i just realised that there's a whole lot of jobs i want to be/take on but i dont know if they'll involve maths or require amaths in the courses. i seriously hope not. I want to be doctor - gyne(women's doctor)/petrition(children's doctor) /lawyer! / social worker! / teacher(considering) / psycharist!/ pathologist(you get to cut up dead bodies! how cool is that!) hahaha yea. ohh i remember when i mentioned i wanted to be a pathologist to miss ho and that it was very cool cutting up dead bodies, she looked at me with this super funny expression that she's shocked! hahaha! but i still think its cool, seriously.

In a sorrow space,
In my deepest dreams,
I remember, I remember seeing you
I remember your eyes
I remember your smile
I remember you

In a lonely night,
As I remember, I remember,
I remember hearing you
I remember your words
I remember your breath
I remember you

Chorus:
As I feel cold, I feel cold,
You give me your clothes; you give me your warm
As I feel hungry, I feel hunger
You give me your food; you feed me with life
As I feel down, I feel depressed
You give me hope; you feel me hope
You are here

In a sorrow space,
In my deepest dreams,
I remember, I remember seeing you
I remember your eyes
I remember your smile
I remember you

Chorus:
When I feel cold, You are here
You take off your shirt; you suffer for me
When I feel hungry, You are here
You give me biscuits and make me feel full
When I am down, You are here
You are here, always here, telling me:

"I'll do anything, almost everything, to protect you."


i think its a very sweet song(: especially the last two lines! haha and this past week has been pretty okay for me. glad that i passed bio and chem tests with flying colours! but sad thing is i failed my maths): its really disappointing for both me and miss ho i guess. that makes it doubly sad.)): sigh. i really really want to pass maths, not just pass but like at least get a b grade. and i failed ca1 overall lor. 48 again. i hate the number 48. last year final year overall got 48 that's why i can't take amaths this year. omt lor): this is such a saddening thing. and im sick too. down with a flu and slight sore throat. sigh.

ohh wells i better go le. tmr there's still english mid years waiting for me. and many many more mid years down the next two weeks. and i want the A1s for ALL my subjects. so byebye everyone, tc and good night! :D

"I'll do anything, almost everything, to protect you." ; will i get to hear that from you? will you be the one for me then when everything just seems to be going wrong? in any case, i just want to be there for you; i love you.



<3, CASS.