Child of God <3
the child.

cassandra.
princess of God.
gospeliter.
10111991.
hmss091011.
npech.
B0108091011.
hiclub.
fencer.
guides.
12c30405.
34s20607.
crescent.



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the peers.

FAMILY.
charmaineng
henrietta
samantha
YOUTH.
youth
a big message
a big mission
glcc
bernice
chiawen
daphne
giolo
ian
jessica
jiahao
jonmuk
kennethchai
lesley
lynnshan
malcolm
markchia
melody
ruth
sicheng
B01 [08091011].
B01 [08091011]
afifah
amirahlee
daphne
jieling
kaiting
latifah
michelleling
pengswee
rongxuan
tammie
weiqian
yvonne
yiting
SYFC.
estherhuang
marcus
ruixin
sheena
sheryl
vanessa
HMS.NP.
keala
fencing
alicia
chuhui
darren
fiona
hidayah
jasmine
juian
kayyong
madalene
matthewhan
romaine
ronny
tecky
wayne
CRESCENT.
guides
eileen

the interactions.




the thanks.

Designer: Elies
Base code:OHsaygoodbye
Image: sxc.hu

22 March 2006

! at 2:50 PM !

im pretty depressed today. sigh i was looking at the maths questions im supposed to do and then i realised that i didnt know how to do any at all and so i went to look at the solutions and then i realised that i dont even understand the solutions and suddenly, i felt so dumb and stupid and so overwhelmed that im so stupid and i felt so worthless. i just dont understand why i dont understand maths. and thus i just broke down and i just called ziying and cried to her. sigh. but yea the conver lasted for 82 secs! haha and after that i talked to kaiqi online and she encouraged me and we talked abit about God and just as suddenly as i felt worthless, i just felt this part of my heart being peaceful again and i can just feel God's assurance that im worth more than anything else to Him and that He'll guide me through this difficult times(:

and sadly today was the last peerleader session!): and im gonna miss those 10 chatty rubbishy sec ones who have certainly brightened up my tuesday afternoons even though now i can really use that extra time. haha yes it was sad having no more peerleading sessions but yep it was a wonderful memory of time for me(:

on a lighter note, saturday night was campfire night! it was a BLAST! xD haha i was in charge of crescent contingent at first but then gan eng seng i had to help out too cuz erika had cordial duty haha. then crescent and gan eng seng were so unenthu despite me asking them many times thus i got a bit irritated): in the end me erika carissa and who-i-forgot hopped over to help chuting and edwyna with the RI01 guys cuz they were so enthu in the weird way :/ well should have expected it. but yea. haha and sherrilyn and jinghuai were afraid of them cuz they were quite rough lah haha. then all the songleaders on my side were like gathering in one long line haha and doing all the songs together! oh and i think rgs joined us too(: they were very high too! haha but rv won best surpporting wah they had so many people! haha i wasnt near them so i couldnt see how high they were! hahah i think the RI guys got really high when the seniors started dancing! they were like bowing down and 'worshipping' them tian ah so scary :/ oh wells haha but all in all! THE CAMPFIRE WAS A BLAST THANKS LOADS TO ALL THE SENIORS! xD oh no i just hope next year's campfire will be as blasting or even more blasting than this year's one!

anyway i've decided that tmr im going to seek help from all my friends for maths and im not going to copy the solutions cuz i dont understand and its not gonna help me at all. yep and im going to make sure i understand coordinate geometry and im gonna acheive all the a1s through hard work and God's help and may all the glory be unto God!(:

Perfect Peace
When life burden get so heavy and it seems im all alone.
i cast my care on Jesus and come bodly to His throne.
i find His grace sufficient when His promises i heed.
for His very life He sacrifices,
and He lives to intercede.

He is the Lord of lords,
and when He speaks winds and waves obey.
when Jesus whispers "Peace be still" then darkness turns to day.
and as im trusting in my Savior's Word,
doubts and fears all cease.
and beneath the shelter of His wings,
im at rest in perfect peace.

i will seek for souls in darkness,
Calvary's love with them to share.
empowered by His spirit i will follow anywhere;
for i know whatever befall me my Lord is in control,
and as my mind is stayed on Him perfect peace He gives my soul.


it describes totally how i felt and how im still feeling and thank God for that peaceful feeling He gives me! :D and yes i shall go already byebye!



<3, CASS.