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26 March 2006 ! at 5:30 PM ! friday was sports day! haha got off at 11am and i only had ONE SIMPLE MATHS homework for the weekend(: haha but then i had the extra emaths thingy and i havent do yet. been so tired the past few days, i needed to rest and slack :/ haha prayed for a rest cuz i was so stressed out and tired and thank God, He answered my prayer(: praise the Lord! :D oh and then went home to slack and changed blogskin! haha so cool so cool and thn went to meet up with kaiqi at lrt. then me, kaiqi, sam and my mum went to sam's school for some parents - teachers meeting :/ me and kaiqi were so bored :/ oh yea then cabbed all the way to church! was a little late and had the backseat again :/ cant really see properly somemore. cuz all the tall guys in front of me then i have to move about to see the lyrics on the screen :/ being short is such a disadvantage): anyway but then there's something good about siting behind(: haha anyway then after teenz worship we were just hanging around when we suddenly realised that we were having an informal tribe meeting! haha and horn sau finally brought me my cd! and then me and sam paid our camp fees (sorry caleb ah we took so long :/)haha and they came up with some tribe name that sounded and reminded me of the tsunami :/ so scary eh. i cant even remember what the name is! hahah then jon chong treated almost the whole tribe to stingray! :D so delicious! haha that was very generous of him(: and then hung around somemore until my mum went with uncle ivan and auntie alice to adams for supper(: so me sam and hen went over a little while later(: oh and then i asked uncle ivan lots of jokes and riddles! hahah we laughed alot! it was so fun haha i didnt know he was so funny(: then we had to leave pretty fast and then we caught the last bus home(: oh and then sat came pretty fast! haha early in the morning had to wake up cuz i had an appointment with my godmother! haha went to bukit panjang plaza for breakfast at delifrance! tian ah the food there is just so delicious! well the price was pretty delicious too haha but then again, my godmother's kinda rich so it was kinda okay for her(: haha then we walked round bukit panjang plaza and then she wanted to go to the bank! tian ah the bank was so slow we waited for about an hour and it still wasnt our turn yet. so inefficient please they only had one counter and there were so many people lah! aiyo then after that hen had to go for tuition so me sam and my mum cabbed back to the coffeeshop downstairs cuz my grandpa was waiting for us there. sat and talked awhile before rushing home to iron full guide uni and rush to take bus to go meet the sec fours and sec threes. bah and sherylsim and shuyi cheat my feelings and were about an hour late): so i was left all awkward and everything with the sec fours. felt so pathetic and only three sec threes went for st marg's campfire. :/ so pathetic sigh. and the three of us felt left out and esp me cuz shuyi had sherylsim and i had no one. anyway but the cf was pretty good except they were pretty unprepared! haha when we reached then the st marg's guides were still having dinner! hahah anyway so we won earlybird award! hahah and then the campfire was indoors lah a little not campfire though. oh wells tried to be high. and the sec twos tried to sabo me lor! like i totally dont ec her then wah lao lor, push and pull me to sit in front only. what RUBBISH. i can see perfectly well from the back lor! haha and anyway i think i saw the two amandas from my pri school doing the sec three guide dance! haha not very sure but yea i think 90% is? hahah but st marg's had this super disgusting game which i totally felt disgusted with it. it was the join the body parts game urgh. yea then walked with lynn and rachelchng and ziying to serene centre. but rachelchng and ziying cabbed halfway home. then lynn and i walked and then lynn's mum fetched her from serene centre and i walked to the usual bus stop(: haha and i surfed the net till i fell asleep last night till this morning! yep and today was a lazy day cuz i slacked and basically finished up some more maths questions and then lazed around till now. tian ah i feel so fat and i cant wait for the run tmr morning. it better not rain tmr morning(: oh and the sec ones are like! so rude tian ah im learning from sherylsim -growls (i think its a pretty cool word!) omtomtomt the sec ones were like complaining about things they didnt like about guides such as wearing full uni and doing footdrills and rollcall but seriously! its their cca so they should as least respect it and the least they could do is not to badmouth it publicly somemore! aiyo i cant stand them tian ah i hope i dont get sec two commander i'll just die like there and then. oh yea gtg already i need to sleep. and im so pissed with msn cuz it isnt working properly. -growls. and i wish i know what you meant by all those glances. <3, CASS. 23 March 2006 ! at 4:30 PM ! hahah finished amaths 7.7 and 7.8 today within school! hahah well miss ho explained bascially how to apply the maths formula and stuff and suddenly, tadaa! coordinate geometry seems MUCH MUCH SIMPLER(: hahah and im so gonna love maths since its MUCH MUCH SIMPLER now! hahah anyway i gotta hand up miscellanous tmr but then miscellanous' very hard so i only manage to understand the furst half as for the second half i was like totally huh? anyway im gonna tell miss ho i dont understand the questions and solutions(: i love miss ho! xD hahah. ohoh and today had the first guide meeting for term two! hahah had footdrills for so long and we learned a new command! it was belok! hahah quite fun to do lah and sam ma'am was quite blur today so funny hahah. oh and adel was sick): but nvm anyway we also had patrol corner! hahah i realise my patrolmates namely sophie, nicole, valencia (not sure), nandini were quite obsessed with crushing the poor leaves and then throw the crushed leaves at people(: hahah szeling seemed a little bored :/ i was talking to natalie as usual about loads of things hahah. and when i told szeling and natalie i had a lunch appointment they were like so hahah interested to know hahah and when it turned out that it was with my godmother they seemed pretty disappointed! hahah silly people who else could i go out for a lunch appointment with? hahah had a great time bonding with my patrolmates! welcome valencia and nandini to the KINGFISHER FAMILY(: we're rocking good baby(: hahah. ohoh and i asked quite a few people to the easter movie! hopefully they all can go(: most of them are unsaved and i really really wish to save them and they're really great friends to me and its so sad that they'll be heading towards hell): yep im sure God will work in great unthinkable ways and miracles will happen! xD hahah yes and i hope they'll be saved on easter(: yup yup and tmr's sports day! xD hahah it means school ends at 11! yay thus i dont need to sleep so early tonight, explaining why im still here blogging! hahah and im a sports leader leh! hahah yep yep and after that i gotta go to the lunch appointment thingy and then go sam's school for some teacher-parent thingy but i gotta follow my mum there then fetch sam to teenz with me and my mum! and i really really really hope kaiqi can go to teenz tmr! xD okay then anyway im feeling a little sleepy after all that excitement for tommorrow and so yep nights people(: <3, CASS. ! at 3:55 PM ! She was driving last Friday on her way to Cincinnati On a snow white Christmas Eve Going home to see her Mama and her Daddy with the baby in the backseat Fifty miles to go and she was running low on faith and gasoline It been a long hard year She had a lot on her mind and she didn't pay attention She was going way to fast Before she knew it she was spinning on a thin black sheet of glass She saw both their lives flash before her eyes She didn't even have time to cry She was sooo scared She threw her hands up in the air Jesus take the wheel Take it from my hands Cause I can't do this all on my own I'm letting go So give me one more chance To save me from this road I'm on Jesus take the wheel It was still getting colder when she made it to the shoulder And the car came to a stop She cried when she saw that baby in the backseat sleeping like a rock And for the first time in a long time She bowed her head to pray She said I'm sorry for the way I've been living my life I know I've got to change So from now on tonight Jesus take the wheel Take it from my hands Cause I can't do this all my own I'm letting go So give me one more chance To save me from this road I'm on Oh, Jesus take the wheel Oh, I'm letting go So give me one more chance Save me from this road I'm on From this road I'm on Jesus take the wheel Oh, take it, take it from me Oh, why, oh this song really touched my hear and i realised that many times, many things i cant accomplish or excel its because im just relying on my own strength and not on Jesus and instead of letting Jesus steer the wheel of my life, i controlled my own life and led it the way God wouldn't want me to. this song really awaken me and remind me of the fact life's a journey which is full of obstacles and if i should drive my own car down my own journey, i'll not find it nice at all. it'll be torturous and suffering to me. but this made me realised that all i have to do is to ask Jesus to take the wheel of my car and steer it down life's journey for me nothing can make me feel torturous and in fact, the ride down life's journey, yes it will not be all that smooth and easy but it is because it is not smooth and easy, all the more i need to rely on Jesus to be with me along life's journey and steer the wheel and control my life. It'll be in fact, pleasant and great because no matter what, God is with me, beside me, taking perfect control of everything that's coming along my way in life. and all i have to do is to have faith in Him that He's in control and everything will be done according to His will only if i let Him take control of my wheel. and yes Jesus, i pray that You'll take control of my car, take total control of my wheel and save me from this road which is so sinful and in the dark. help my road to have light so that i wont drive in sins anymore and have accidents because i cant see in the dark. and i trust in You and have faith in You Lord, and i just ask that may everything i do and say glorify You and You only Lord. and i give my everything to You Lord, please take control. in Jesus name i pray, amen. and i know He'll answer prayer. im just so glad to have God with me(: oh yes on sunday i cut my hair FINALLY! hahah and i thin-ed it FINALLY! xD my mum FINALLY allowed yay! hahah oh and on tuesday, i ran the stupid 2.4 run): and i failed): by 2mins! oh wells i gotta start running le. anyway today wah whole day my muscles were aching like i dont know what! aiyo so painful and walk also ache. argh. okay i gtg already! xD <3, CASS. 22 March 2006 ! at 2:50 PM ! and sadly today was the last peerleader session!): and im gonna miss those 10 chatty rubbishy sec ones who have certainly brightened up my tuesday afternoons even though now i can really use that extra time. haha yes it was sad having no more peerleading sessions but yep it was a wonderful memory of time for me(: on a lighter note, saturday night was campfire night! it was a BLAST! xD haha i was in charge of crescent contingent at first but then gan eng seng i had to help out too cuz erika had cordial duty haha. then crescent and gan eng seng were so unenthu despite me asking them many times thus i got a bit irritated): in the end me erika carissa and who-i-forgot hopped over to help chuting and edwyna with the RI01 guys cuz they were so enthu in the weird way :/ well should have expected it. but yea. haha and sherrilyn and jinghuai were afraid of them cuz they were quite rough lah haha. then all the songleaders on my side were like gathering in one long line haha and doing all the songs together! oh and i think rgs joined us too(: they were very high too! haha but rv won best surpporting wah they had so many people! haha i wasnt near them so i couldnt see how high they were! hahah i think the RI guys got really high when the seniors started dancing! they were like bowing down and 'worshipping' them tian ah so scary :/ oh wells haha but all in all! THE CAMPFIRE WAS A BLAST THANKS LOADS TO ALL THE SENIORS! xD oh no i just hope next year's campfire will be as blasting or even more blasting than this year's one! anyway i've decided that tmr im going to seek help from all my friends for maths and im not going to copy the solutions cuz i dont understand and its not gonna help me at all. yep and im going to make sure i understand coordinate geometry and im gonna acheive all the a1s through hard work and God's help and may all the glory be unto God!(: Perfect Peace When life burden get so heavy and it seems im all alone. i cast my care on Jesus and come bodly to His throne. i find His grace sufficient when His promises i heed. for His very life He sacrifices, and He lives to intercede. He is the Lord of lords, and when He speaks winds and waves obey. when Jesus whispers "Peace be still" then darkness turns to day. and as im trusting in my Savior's Word, doubts and fears all cease. and beneath the shelter of His wings, im at rest in perfect peace. i will seek for souls in darkness, Calvary's love with them to share. empowered by His spirit i will follow anywhere; for i know whatever befall me my Lord is in control, and as my mind is stayed on Him perfect peace He gives my soul. it describes totally how i felt and how im still feeling and thank God for that peaceful feeling He gives me! :D and yes i shall go already byebye! <3, CASS. 16 March 2006 ! at 11:50 AM ! on a much much lighter note, i FINALLY learnt how to cycle during teenz camp too! hahah it was great! all that encouragement and all my brothers and sisters all teaching me how to cycle i really really thank them so much! it was just so great and everything! special thanks to chia wen and felicia and maja who walked with me up and down, up and down for abt an hour just to support and teach me how to cycle! aiyah okay lah and my so-called lousy teacher aika who abandoned me and went to play volleyball!): haha but yea she taught me a bit too! haha and thanks to all the guys who were like trying to teach me how to balance and pedal the bicycle! haha well thanks to all except that irritating jiahao lah! only know how to tell me i'll take two years to learn hmph rubbish lah he. but i guess that kind of spurred me on to want to prove that i can learn before camp ends and yep true enough i did!(: hahah COOL OR COOL! :D haha and today after camp then lots of us had lunch together in church! hahah we had a joke telling race! so funny ah guys vs girls hahah! wah lao jiahao that SUPER BLUR guy ah hahaha i cannot stop laughing ah! haha then ian kept targeting at me when he asked riddles lor! hahah guys are definitely not more logical than girls lah! what rubbish eh! hahah :D yep i really love the past three days of worship and learning of God and all the fellowship and bonds with friends i've made!(: well im looking forward to friday! yay! :D <3, CASS. 08 March 2006 ! at 2:15 PM ! Seven Things to do before i die: 1. live a life for God! 2. sing and worship and praise God! 3. slim down! 4. get married and have children! 5. open my own psychology/counsellor-ing/gynecologist clinic! 6. hold my own concert one day! 7. do all exciting activities like bungee-jumping; parachuting etc! Seven Things i say: 1. oh my tian! 2. rubbish! 3. nonsense! 4. YAY! 5. huh! 6. eh lor! 7. hello! Seven Books i love: 1. Bible! 2. Harry Potter Series! 3. Dan Brown's books! 4. Enid Blyton books (when I was young)! 5. Mirmo Zibang! 6. archie comics! 7. SPY HIGH Series! Seven Movies i love: 1. Harry Potter Series! 2. I not stupid 1 and 2! 3. Bruce Almighty! 4. 50 1st dates! 5. Hitch! 6. Les Choristes! 7. Chicken Little (cant remember any other)! Seven People i tag: 1. Joyce! 2. Sophie! 3. Charmaine! 4. Eileen! 5. Rachelchng! 6. Sherylteo! 7. Delia! hahah kaiqi lah. hahah but i like to do quizzes!(: anyway i wasnt in a very good mood all thanks to the stupid emaths and sub phy cts' marks. failed maths by one and phy by two. argh. and so embarrassing lah cuz i was so pissed with myself being so stupid and dumb that i teared then it became cried): and so paiseh lor cuz i was kinda tearing while walking down rotunda then i think desmond keong saw and then he told miss ho): but miss ho was being super nice and everything and she told me not to cry and stuff(: i love miss ho to bits! but i feel like i actually let her down by failing even if it was just by one mark. ohwells. im just gonna have to work harder and try and understand all the simple maths and physics which just simply complicates my simple mind. and anyway i dont dare to tell my mum about it): so scary. sheesh maybe like tmr or thurs then tell her? tian ah i think im gonna die. sighsighsigh. and i havent finish with my art project and its due this fri and im so gonna die and everything. oh tian ah im freaking out already): okay then that's all and it seems as though i havent blogged for quite a while yup. byebye and take care people(: im looking forward to obs! yay!(: <3, CASS. 04 March 2006 ! at 5:00 PM ! LU LA LU LA LU LA LU LA LU LA LEI; LU LA LA LU LA LA LU LA LU LA LEI; LU LA LU LA LU LA LEI! (: hahah! this song's tune has been stuck in my head since like thurs after guides! hahah all that ziying fault lah. find the song cute. then in the mrt on thurs after guides keep making me teach her how to sing! hahah so malu-ating lor! then she got me addictated to the song too! hahah then the two of us were like missing sing-along sessions so much that we had a mini sing-along session in the lrt! hahah we sang very softly lah but we were like sing two songs then i had to go off alr :/ but yea that trip was fun! hahah and before we started our own sing-along session then me and ziying were still singing the cute lulala song then ziying sang so loudly that one guy in green uniform turn around and look at us leh! hahah so malu-ating and i had to stop her! hahah and today i went to teenz with kaiqi and sam! hahah kaiqi and i were like crapping all the way and i was like telling her super lame jokes lah and it was like super funny and we were laughing like siao! and we sang alot too! and i tihnk there were a few people looking at us but aiyah! dont care lah! hahah and i love the aladin song - a whole new world. its like, so sweet lah! and so nice so nice! hahah. okay i better go alr. tmr got art early in the morning :/ <3, CASS. 02 March 2006 ! at 12:00 PM ! with fear and doubt, When friends reject my love, My heart cries out; You are my strength and shield, My great reward. Hide me beneath Your wings; I need You, Lord. Chorus You are my fortress, You are my hiding place. In times of trouble, I run to the rock and seek Your face. Though others fail me, my dearest friend is always true; O, how I love You. You are my fortress; I trust in You. Where can I run for help? Where can I stay? Who knows my secrest need before I pray? Who sees my trembling heart and feels my fear? Who knows my troubled thoughts and draws me near? indeed, Lord i need You. especially now. when all the burdens i used to have now all comes back to me all again. all my worries and fears, Lord please help me to remain strong in You and i pray that You'll give me all the strength i need. Lord, i trust in You. help me Lord, to go through this period of uncertainty and worries. and i thank You, Lord. <3, CASS. 01 March 2006 ! at 10:00 AM ! thanks jon c for offering to help me with my physics(: anyway, next week's the last peer leading week): im gonna miss the 10 of them! haha mine and gail's group. though they were like super noisy and always get distracted, but then they're quite a lively bunch and aiyo, always never listen to instructions de and always complain the games are so boring and blah blah blah. haha but its been fun chatting with them. seeing them so stressless makes me feel kinda stressless too(: ohoh and monday and friday i went for sports heats! and i am a sports leader! on fri it was quite okay lah. but on mon it was boring like i dont know what. and omtomtomt i nearly fell asleep taking the timing for all the running events so boring! ohoh and on mon aft i went home then i realised that i had rashes all over my left thigh leh so scary! :/ and i was so afraid it'll spread and then i wont be able to come for ct but luckily it didnt! but now's tues and it hasnt gone away and its still kinda scary :/ HAPPY BIRTHDAY SNEHA! :D okay then, im off to do my maths and chi hw already. oh and i've decided to make my posts more colourful from now on! COOL or COOL? :D byebye! I know your love it never ends; I know your power gives me strength; I know somehow I'll never be the same! <3, CASS. |