Child of God <3
the child.

cassandra.
princess of God.
gospeliter.
10111991.
hmss091011.
npech.
B0108091011.
hiclub.
fencer.
guides.
12c30405.
34s20607.
crescent.



the younger days.

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the peers.

FAMILY.
charmaineng
henrietta
samantha
YOUTH.
youth
a big message
a big mission
glcc
bernice
chiawen
daphne
giolo
ian
jessica
jiahao
jonmuk
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lesley
lynnshan
malcolm
markchia
melody
ruth
sicheng
B01 [08091011].
B01 [08091011]
afifah
amirahlee
daphne
jieling
kaiting
latifah
michelleling
pengswee
rongxuan
tammie
weiqian
yvonne
yiting
SYFC.
estherhuang
marcus
ruixin
sheena
sheryl
vanessa
HMS.NP.
keala
fencing
alicia
chuhui
darren
fiona
hidayah
jasmine
juian
kayyong
madalene
matthewhan
romaine
ronny
tecky
wayne
CRESCENT.
guides
eileen

the interactions.




the thanks.

Designer: Elies
Base code:OHsaygoodbye
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26 February 2006

! at 8:50 AM !

finally went back to teenz again after like, two weeks of not going. and i've missed a lot of ppl. but then i realised that the ppl who i normally talk to are now all in campus and i miss them! and the saddest thing is that now teenz is filled with many ppl whom i know by name/face but then i hardly/nvr talked to them before. and it kinda feels weird. and now i guess i'll just have to make friends again. and oh wells. i dont really like making new friends alone.

anyway, there's the outing thingy tmr. and i think im gg. but i still dont know yet.

i feel so lousy. so lousy at every single thing i attempt to do. everything i do seems to end up as a failure. like i practically suck at everything. i cant even seem to draw properly or even understand simple maths. everyone seems to understand it, a maths or emaths. everyone but me. why is it so? i used to love art, love maths when i was in like primay school but now it seems as though i cant even do anything simple. im like a failure at everything. wth is wrong with me? i feel so shit.

my mood has blackened till a point of state where it cant blacken any blacker. and i think im getting so depressed till a point of state where i cant get any depresser already. and i dont know what's wrong with me. i just feel like a loser, a failure.

and tuesday i have my last two ct papers, sub physics and e maths. i really dont know what to think about physics and e maths. i think everyone understands this two simple subjects except me.

wth am i going to do?



<3, CASS.