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27 February 2006 ! at 12:00 PM ! and hoziying is such a rubbishy woman lor. whole day only know how to tell me about mr pooh. and keep asking me join the mr pooh and squishy fan club! she should really change it to pinky and bearbear and mr pooh and squishy fan club! hahaha like that then i'll join. rubbish woman! and eh lor. im totally not silly at all! how can like 50% of the people i know think im silly?! that is so rubbish again! especially that sherylteo ah. im like so sensible and all where got silly? anyway i bet in time to come, the majority of the people will see and know that im not silly at all and they will all realise that thinking that i am silly is like the BIGGEST mistake ever ever and then they will all repent and that includes sherylteo! hah! okay then i better go study my physics and e maths already even though i'll only understand 50-75% of what im going to study so i'll have to go school tmr and ask qiwei lots of questions about physics and maths): and now i have a craving to eat pizza hut's cheezy lava crust! its like so delicious! so yup yup byebye and tc people(: <3, CASS. 26 February 2006 ! at 8:50 AM ! anyway, there's the outing thingy tmr. and i think im gg. but i still dont know yet. i feel so lousy. so lousy at every single thing i attempt to do. everything i do seems to end up as a failure. like i practically suck at everything. i cant even seem to draw properly or even understand simple maths. everyone seems to understand it, a maths or emaths. everyone but me. why is it so? i used to love art, love maths when i was in like primay school but now it seems as though i cant even do anything simple. im like a failure at everything. wth is wrong with me? i feel so shit. my mood has blackened till a point of state where it cant blacken any blacker. and i think im getting so depressed till a point of state where i cant get any depresser already. and i dont know what's wrong with me. i just feel like a loser, a failure. and tuesday i have my last two ct papers, sub physics and e maths. i really dont know what to think about physics and e maths. i think everyone understands this two simple subjects except me. wth am i going to do? <3, CASS. 22 February 2006 ! at 3:30 PM ! nothing much today. was quite boring): HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERMAIN! haha i bought her her birthday present alr but forgot to pass to her! sigh if in the same class then much much easier to pass to her alr! ): sigh i guess i really really miss and want back c3 and oh forget it. its not gonna help. urgh. gtg le need to sleep le. tmr's THINKING DAY! XD haha anyway gtg to sch early. so yep. toodles people!(: <3, CASS. 17 February 2006 ! at 1:55 PM ! anyway today had my first common test of the year ): sianz lah had english social studies and sub chemistry. english was okay, social studies i wrote practically rubbish and crap shit, chem was surprisingly easy! the chem paper 1 hr i actually managed to finish it within 15 mins! haha hopefully chem will get high marks. anyway i also got back my 2nd maths class test. im like so disappointed with myself. i actually thought i'll improve. but i only got 10/20. wth shit. and its like i deproved by one mark. how to ask my dad to sign?! and its his birthday today somemore. i think i'll forget to ask de. shall try and ask later. but still. oh wells. my life has been shitified by all these exams and tests ): someone please take a knife and stab me NOW. oh wells better go study my 45 cheng yu for tmr's chi ting xie. wth lor. argh. <3, CASS. 16 February 2006 ! at 1:40 PM ! M2M I lie awake at night See things in black and white I've only got you inside my mind You know you have made me blind I lie awake and pray That you will look my way I have all this longing in my heart I knew it right from the start CHORUS Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you Like I never ever loved no one before you Pretty pretty boy of mine Just tell me you love me too Oh my pretty pretty boy I need you Oh my pretty pretty boy I do Let me inside Make me stay right beside you I used to write your name And put it in a frame And sometime I think I hear you call Right from my bedroom wall You stay a little while And touch me with your smile And what can I say to make you mine To reach out for you in time CHORUS Oh pretty boy Say you love me too CHORUS hahaha im stuck onto this song! so cute haha. oh wells better go already.common tests' tmr!freaking hell.): well HAPPY TOTAL DEFENCE DAY people(: haha had to go to school in cab again but this time with jiat ru and we reached at 5.45?! haha normal day i still havent leave the house yet lah. the taxi driver drove so fast lor! haha. okay byebye): <3, CASS. 15 February 2006 ! at 10:40 AM ! oh my tian. seriously lah. janet send me dont know what kind of email de! i was reading then i was thinking huh?! wth. sick email until i got to the bottom of it! so stupid i laughed like dont know what! haha! you guys just gotta read it! (: It's your first time. As you lie back your muscles tighten. You put him off for a while searching for an excuse, but he refuses to be swayed as he approaches you. He asks if you're afraid and you shake your head bravely. He has had more experience, but it's the first time his finger has found the right place. He probes deeply and you shiver; your body tenses; but he's gentle like he promised he'd be. He looks deeply within your eyes and tells you to trust him - he's done this many times before. His cool smile relaxes you and you open wider to give him more room for an easy entrance.You begin to plead and beg him to hurry, but he slowly takes his time, wanting to cause you as little pain as possible. As he presses closer, going deeper, you feel the tissue give way; pain surges throughout your body and you feel the slight trickle of blood as he continues. He looks at you concerned and asks you if it's too painful.Your eyes are filled with tears but you shake your head and nod for him to go on. He begins going in and out with skill but you are now too numb to feel him within you. After a few moments, you feel something bursting within you and he pulls it out of you, you lay panting, glad to have it over. He looks at you and smiling warmly, tells you, with a chuckle; that you have been his most stubborn yet most rewarding experience. You smile and thank your dentist. After all,it was your first time to have a tooth pulled. Naughty, Naughty! What were you thinking? PERVERT I know what you were thinking! oh my tian! so stupid haha. anyway thank you eileen dear for that two delicious chocs which saved my stomache after mass run! haha i was seriously afraid the chocs will melt so i ate them up! :D haha and thank you dear joyce too! for that uber sweet note and the SUPER CUTE HEART HEART DICE! yay i love my joyce and eileen! (: hahas just realised how much i miss the 2c3'05 people! haha went home with eileen today and two balloons! haha ordered one but then the other was given by penny ang! she's damn nice lah! gave whole class everyone a balloon and some heart statue kind of thingy! haha that was super sweet and nice of her! on the other hand, gws was apparently so sore about valentine's day lah! only she thinks its a stupid day for commercial gifts and cheating people of their money! obviously there's no one to spend or give her gift on valentine's AS USUAL! hah but she didnt have to try and psycho us too! haha even malini thinks valentine's day is worth celebrating! anyway during english today it was kinda fun i guess cuz we got to complain! but haha i guess we really shouldnt lah hor. should be nice to them i guess. oh oh and that stupid ho ziying lah! never bring my white specs specs valentine's day present for me! haha but it was still nice of her and brenda to give me! haha all ho ziying's fault that im now officially broke! luckily i hda a much better idea that the stupid ho ziying's screwed idea! haha ziying admit it that you ec them lah! haha. okay gtg already cuz my dad wants to bring us out for dinner so byebye! die. common test this thurs. must study study study already. stress stress stress! ): <3, CASS. 13 February 2006 ! at 2:30 PM ! I have in my hands two boxes, Which God gave me to hold. He said, Put all your sorrows in the black box, And all your joys in the gold." I heeded His words, and in the two boxes, Both my joys and sorrows I stored, But though the gold became heavier each day, The black was as light as before. With curiosity, I opened the black, I wanted to find out why, And I saw, in the base of the box, a hole, Which my sorrows had fallen out by. I showed the hole to God, and mused, "I wonder where my sorrows could be!" He smiled a gentle smile and said, "My child, they're all here with me.." I asked God, why He gave me the boxes, Why the gold and the black with the hole? "My child, the gold is for you to count your blessings, The black is for you to let go." i think this story's really touching and it's taught me that i should really let go of all the sad things and instead keep all the happy memories in my heart. i hope you all feel the same way too. and God has really touched my heart once again. thank you Lord. and jac's flying off today. byebye girl. <3, CASS. 12 February 2006 ! at 3:59 PM ! sigh.wish i can be like kaiqi): oh wells cant be helped i guess. that's just the way i am. anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARYN(: haha.okay. anyway today my sis went to buy her new hp since she's sec one now. and she bought nokia 6111! and its the BLACK one somemore! the phone im dying to have! oh my tian pls so cool! i want one too): but my mum say cannot. must wait until my contract over! which is in like, ONE YEAR'S TIME?! wth oh my tian. i wont get my 6111 by then! but maybe there'll be nicer phones! well there better be. sigh so sad lah. oh my tian lah. okay forget it. im very depressed alr. dont want to get more depressed alr): i really think i should just stop day-dreaming and be realistic. sigh sianz lah. <3, CASS. 11 February 2006 ! at 4:25 PM ! haha i missed my stupid internet so much pls! well my tablet fault lah): but at least now can connect again!yay!haha. anyway didnt go for teenz today so sad lah): but i went for crez band and choir concert! oh my tian pls. they are like so good and pro! oh my tian pls. oh then they had st gabriel's choir too! and they were very good too leh! hahaha the concert totally rocked like i dont know what! hahahas.i think i almost lost my voice due to excess screaming and cheering for crescent! crescent ROCKS LIKE TOTALLY! :D haha. oh wells byebye alr(: night night(: <3, CASS. |