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29 January 2006 ! at 9:15 PM ! heh last min art class postponed. so went home and changed then i went to church! tian ah i miss the teenz a lot! heh like so long nvr go le. had fun and i it was quite a special night for me i guess and hahaha. according to iris after the reunion dinner we had a reunion fishball dinner! hahaha a few of us were just cooking fishballs non-stop and just eating fishballs lah. and nerissa and iris dont believe that the fishballs arent hot enough thus i can just put it straight into my mouth from the steamboat thing! heh but it really wasnt that hot! and jon muk was so mean! he bullied my henrietta leh. he frightened her and made her ask the donation thingy herself! and somemore at first he din want to donate cuz he said he cldnt see that he'll get benefit from donating! tskk lorz so stingy. hahaha mean pok. had loads of fun and gail tried to teach me how to play floorball but apparently i cant get it :/ i still cant figure the turn turn motion she did with the stick and ball! and my hand smelt of rubber after i played with the stick and ball! :/ but its okay i guess cuz it was still quite fun! heh and apparently we all became her chiefs and started cooking for her! but it was great fun! after that jessie went home with us cuz she felt that it wasnt safe for three little girls to go home by themselves late at night! :D we're fierce people you know! heh then after that she had to go home herself! and sophie and rachel chng are so sweet!so nice! gave me cny chocs! thank you dearies! sigh was quite touched they actually bothered to give me cny present! i love them to bits and pieces! :D well yeah that's all. i feel so lost and confused. and i dont think i know who i am anymore and i feel the distance between all of us expanding, growing wider and bigger with every passing day. i dont think i even know how to talk to all of you anymore. i just feel so different and awkward and i just feel like im just hanging around you all. and im just like tagging along. i dont know. i think stress has brought me down and im really stressed out by practically everything and im really depressed and i really want to be happy, like truely really happy but i dont know how. there's just this heavy burden in me and i dont even know why it's there or what's the burden but i guess its everything mixed together and i feel as though its pulling me down and im depressed and tired of everything and i just want to be not tired. and i feel as though i can cry everyday because i feel like im under such great stress and i can just break down any moment. i dont know and im really lost and confused now. i only know that the only thing i can do now is to pray and ask God to help me and give strength and rest. and to help me go through all these. and i'll wait for Him to answer my prayer and help me. thank you Lord. well, HAPPY CNY EVERYONE. i dont really like cny anymore and its just so boring except for the whole collecting and getting hongbaos part but after that, nth much alr. how sad.): im too tired alr. finished buying all my cny clothes alr and i bought new shoes and a pair of cute slippers! tired now byebye. <3, CASS. |