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18 July 2005 ! at 2:45 PM ! why am i so hopeless? why am i not clever? why cant i be the one helping people with their homework? why is it always others help me with my work? why cant i understand my maths? why must i feel sleepy? why cant i remember my chinese characters? why is it i always fail? why is it that i cant seem to understand or remember anything? why cant i even run fast? why cant i even pass my 2.4? why am i so useless? why do i always seem to say and do the wrong things at the wrong time? why do i always get the problems? why? why? why? will someone just tell me why? and stop keeping me in suspense? i dont understand why. im seriously sick of being scolded. i cant help it if im stupid,can i? i cant help it if im hopeless,can i? i cant help it if i dont understand maths,can i? i cant help it if i dont understand chinese,can i? i cant help it if i cant run fast,can i? i cant help being like this,can i? sometimes i really really hate myself. wish i was someone else. someone better. someone smarter. someone faster. just anyone else except me. why do my problems persist even though i've tried my best to smile and make them go away? why? im in a bad why mood. dont talk to me. i've warned you. <3, CASS. |